a friends secret

i don't know whats been going on with her. Hope was my best friend, i usually knew what was up. Though every time i have been with her for the past few weeks something seemed...off. she seemed to ignore me or just avoid me when i asked her about it. does she not like me anymore? what if she doesn't wanna be friends with me anymore? we've been friends since the first grade though, I'm sure that's not it. oh but what if it is?? That's it! i have to find out whats wrong with her. luckily i Didn't have to wait that long, i was outside on the porch when i saw her. she was taking one of her usual walks during the weekend. we usually did it together though. "hey hope!" i then shouted. she Didn't even look at me, she speeds up though. she heard me! why is she doing that?? i decided to go after her, if she wasn't coming to me then i was going to her. "what do you want." she asked blankly when i caught up to her. she...Doesn't seem happy. did i do something to her? maybe shes just having weird little mood-swings. but why now? i don't think shes ever even had one before. "hope...whats going on?" i asked worried. "nothing. i'm just going for a walk." she sounded annoyed at me. have i been bothering her to much? i Don't think so. she would have told me if i was. "just...leave me alone please" she said. i Don't understand whats going on! she sounded angry to me but now she just sounds sad. what if i really did something to her?? or what if someone else did something terrible to her?? "wait...could we hang tonight?" i asked, maybe us hanging out tonight could fix it. "n-no! goodbye!" she ran away. she seemed frightened...is something wrong for tonight? maybe she just hates the dark and wants to stay home. no...she used to sneak out at night when we were in middle school, why would she be afraid now? That's it. i have to go there tonight and see whats been going on. no matter what. i want her back. this isn't how she used to act! i NEED to get her back. i had waited until around 11 pm until my mother finally went to sleep. finally. i opened the window, i decided it would be the best way to leave. wait...wow a full moon tonight! lily would usually like this...and so do i. its so beautiful. now onto my quest. i climbed down the window and headed for her house. it wasn't that far away so i Didn't have to worry about anything. i reached her house, i had a key so i could just easily unlock the door. "hope?" i then said, hoping she was awake. ""lily?!" i heard behind one of the doors. yes! i knew she would be up by now. i went up and started to try and unlock the door. no luck. damn it! i forgot that she has a key for her room. the key i had wouldn't work for it. i hope this isn't to weird or anything in the morning. "uh sorry..." i mumbled and then quickly ran out of the house. i at least locked the front door back so nothing else could happen. i went back through my window when i got home and decided to go to sleep. i needed some time to think about all this. when i woke up the next morning my mother was standing in front of me. "huh..? oh morning" i mumbled, still tired from last night. "a friends here" she told me. well crap. this is going to be a really weird time if its her. "thanks mom" i quickly got dressed and ran to the front door. yep. it was hope. "hey lily..." she let herself in, well alright? shes a friend so i guess its fine. "so uh what are you here for?? are we finally gonna hang out?" i shouldn't be getting so excited, its probably only for last night. "eh...kind of...i had a strange dream..." she told me. "alright what is it?" i should get ready for all of the awkwardness. "well...were you there last night? i think i had a dream where you were with me." yes! she thinks it was only a dream! at least i Don't have to explain. oh wait...what if she found out the truth with that? its still gonna be really strange then. "oh um, no but that's a really strange dream" i smiled trying to not act weird. she suddenly started to laugh a bit. whats so funny? "your smiles so adorable!" is...she back? she Doesn't seem to be acting strange right now, this seems normal. "h-hope..." oh no why..?? i couldn't even help it, i think i was starting to cry. i hugged her, for the first time in weeks we hugged...it felt good. "aw come on lily...its alright..." she...was comforting me, she wouldn't be comforting me if she was the other hope. he hanged out after so many weeks and then she left, but...i still need to find out what was wrong. i waited until midnight this time and did the same thing from last night. another full moon...so beautiful. i unlocked the front door and i managed to open her door as well. i guess she decided to not lock it this time. i saw her...staring at the full moon not noticing that i was there. though i noticed something else, she was...changing. "hope..?" i asked walking over carefully. she gasped and turned around as she finally knew i was here. "L-lily..." she was backing away from me. "p-please....can you keep a secret...?"

well there you have it, but I'm terribly sorry if this is really bad