Reunion? No Thanks

September 19th, 2021.

Dear Diary, How have you been? I know the last time i wrote in this was probably back in my First Year of Middle school, or was it somewhere in Elementary? I just didn't really...like writing in you.

I never really wanted a Diary anyway, why didn't i just throw you out when i first got you? Oh right, Rosie probably would have been upset and gotten me a new one.

Jeez i probably look or sound Crazy! Here i am, acting like this thing is alive. Why am i even writing this bit down?? I guess i should try not to question this stuff.

Well, I think I've written in you enough for today. I guess since i found you i'll start writing in you again. I wonder if anyone's gonna find this, will they think this is really weird?

September 22nd, 2021.

Hello Diary, here I am again like I promised. I won't do it everyday though i'll probably be busy or too lazy to even do it. Oh! I actually remember why Rosie had given me...you.

I think it was maybe a few days or a few weeks after she had adopted me. She had told me something like "Come on Jinx, if you write down everything that happened it would make you feel better"

Well Rosie, looks like it never did make me feel better. I tried writing in this thing a couple of times but it never did. I don't even think she knew that i stopped writing in this thing.

I heard her talking to someone over the phone yesterday, i wasn't entirely sure but i have a feeling it was with my old high-school. I've been out of school for almost two years, why was she even talking to them?

September 25th, 2021.

Are you serious? Wait- Hi Diary, was that better? who cares! I've been visiting Rosie and staying at the house for a week now and I've always had a strange feeling something was going on.

She had told me that she had been recently talking to people that went to my old high-school. She said that she was talking to my 'friends' and a few teachers.

Apparently, there was going to be a high-school reunion at some point. She hasn't told me WHEN it is because everyone's still trying to think of a date.

She told me that it would be good for me to see 'my friend's' or really anyone at the school. She wanted me to go to that stupid school again.

I've had to go there for a long time already before i Graduated, there's no way that i'm going back there. I'm an adult now i don't have to listen to Rosie. She's not my real mother.

September 28th, 2021.

Let's just stop the little introductions, there's no need for them. Who would even be listening or reading this? is there a weird Diary Ghost that i don't know about?

Rosie has still been trying to convince me that i HAVE to go to that high-school Reunion. "Honey, Your friend's will be so happy to see you!" she told me last night.

No matter what I've been doing she's still holding onto the hopes that i'll go. Right before i went to sleep she had also said "You don't have anyone at the college dear.."

Oh, you think that's MY fault Rosie? No one ever talks to me there or when i TRY to talk to them they walk away. I don't even have any sort of Room-mate there.

"Honey, your friend's will be so excited to see you! you should go" or "Jinx, i'm worried about you. you need to go talk to...anyone!" Blah blah blah. Mind your own Business Rosie.

Well Goodbye for now Diary, or whoever is really reading this. Ghost thing are you there? that would be so much better if there was one.

September 30th, 2021.

The Reunion has a date now. It's going to happen in a couple of days i think. Now that there IS an actual one happen, Rosie is gonna be all over me now.

One of the thing's that i know she's gonna do is try to find me a 'perfect' dress so i'll look amazing in front of my 'friends' Why can't she just understand?

It had started in sixth grade, at least i think. I kind of have a bad memory. In sixth grade that's when everyone found out I had been adopted by Rosie, a Widow.

Rosie's Husband, Ryder, had died from something unknown in his sleep. I think they had a kid before Rosie adopted me but i'm not entirely sure. I've heard a few thing's about the Kid but Rosie has never told me about it.

There were Bullies of course at the school, aren't there always? I hate them. Why do bullies even exist? what's the point in them? Ugh.

"Did your mom abandon you? HAH! good." I remembered one telling me. It hurt me yes, but it feels like a bully will just take anything and use it against someone.

"Hey did you just get a dog? HAH! i bet it's ugly and hates you." I imagined that being something one of them would say. More annoying than anything else now.

After maybe a couple of weeks when it had first started to happen i decided to tell Rosie. Though she never really believed me, no matter how many times i told her.

"Oh, stop joking around Jinx! tell me what fun you and your little friend's had today." She told me a bit annoyed one day. She thought that i was JOKING about all this.

Jeez did she think i was joking for all those years? For some reason, Yes, if she kept calling those people my friends. She had never really met them though, i'm surprised she never asked.

Though i know one thing about my REAL mother. I know she probably didn't hate me and abandon me, there had to be another reason. I was going to figure out why. I was going to find her.

October 3rd, 2021.

Well, today's the day i guess. Earlier in the morning Rosie made me put on a long blue and purple dress and some high heels. I hate dresses so much.

We actually didn't go to a shop to get this dress, it belonged to Rosie when she was about seventeen. I don't know how it did but the dress perfectly fit me.

The only good news that i could think of is that she was going to let me go there alone. She was busy anyway with some work, Perfect. Though i'm not going to that Stupid high school reunion.

She won't really notice when i'm gone though. She'll think i'm still at the reunion or heading back to my college now, which was a few hours away. I'm not doing any of those though.

I'm going to leave. I'm going to go in search for my REAL mother. I'm not going to go see my 'friends' and i'm never going back to Rosie. Good-bye.