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Yes! There she goes on her journey to being the most beautiful, successful, smartest, brightest, fulling, etc person to be. Knowing life comes with bundles, we need to provide each stack a rubber band. Can google express details on how to begin to start a new hobby? Something that was never done before. One of the first options was swimming. Swimming? Meaning hair getting wet, meaning I could possibly run into anything on the sea floor nope! Can’t do it won’t try it. Comparing other situations mixed in with other ones you never know what to expect coming from the unknown. Trying to discover a new hobby is like walking around the grocery store shopping for fresh fruit, just checking any box with a fruit in it. Instead I saw some yarn, but then I’m looking at this beautiful string thinking who can work wonders with a plain string? So now actions are wanting to tell me to buy some needles, crochet to be exact, start a project!. Never have I ever thought about knitting? Out of curiosity I couldn’t help but to say, this might be soothing. Though the tension is on my finger tips, I'm creating a pattern that’s seeking a familiar picture I’ve seen before. This might be what you call a picture Deja Vu. Still have no idea what I’m creating, this challenge might seem harder than what could be. Might need to bless myself with props due to the fact I’m still seeking an unknown project.

Enough of the yarn now I want to see how it feels to get out of wondering,& step into motion. Self teach skydiving!. Yes of course, what’s the motto? YOLO!. Sitting, & thinking on just skydiving, is boring, maybe I should be over something that could protect me? Wait, I'm living, not living in fear. As I become more serious, the more my life gets real because, why am I already signing papers on this legit gig?. Getting rushed up excited, not realizing I haven’t even gone in person yet, but this online portion makes me feel like I got it all. On the first day of my new lifestyle I’m going to take it seriously, meaning not backing out of nothing. Going on the car ride has me even more in a frenzy. This has to be the most exigent thing my mind/reality has ever done. Not only is this the most exciting , but the longest car ride. Driving over bridges, driving through bumpy roads, speeding through different weather levels, this is the most eye catching moment. Pulling up getting out the car was my meal of the night! I ate every single butterfly, & didn’t leave a wing. While focusing on my soon to be YOLO activity, I started to notice my surroundings to where I was at. This setting is surrounded by water? I thought I mentioned earlier I don’t swim, but did they ask? The urge to quickly ask, where am I? Like what scenery is this? First thing they say, don’t worry we have this under control. We are experts. So I’m already boating my plane/ tiny jet. They give me prep talk, and a view of what will be seen. In other words where I would be landing.. safely of course. My last question, am I over a deep wide swamp? Yes ma’am I heard, and flight gets higher, and higher. I prepared myself for this most exciting action, knowing I have trust in myself that I would be ok. Counted backwards from 30 seconds, then felt strong wind within the first 2 seconds. I jumped! I’m feeling the fresh air, I’m feeling my intelligence rising,

I felt this biggest shake within the wind, thinking I could’ve been pushed down only in the gravity circle, but my parachute needs to be in motion of opening, thinking that it’s prepped, its string is hardly intact. Maybe my eyes were blind, and touched the wrong side, but no I was right. Thankfully on the way to landing I grabbed a weak tree. The weakest branch I seeked. Maybe I took YOLO too personal?. As I’m swinging from the branch I have seconds to only imagine where this branch could fall. Lord knows I mentioned sometime before no swimming, this swamp can’t be my max out limit, where are the dudes who showed me this place? Wait wait, did I get lost. Did I jump too soon into the wrong area? Was I right about how this setting wasn't set up right? Walking through the swamp, I have the most questions. I’m getting deeper, and deeper throughout this place, & still have no clue on its purpose. Could this be my place of learning life survival? Once I knew I was lost it was time for another game plan. I know someone will come looking for me, they have to. Now I’m taking it upon myself to explore deeper. What can I expect from this? Was listening to my gut worth it? I want to know what is in swamps that seems so creative. Taking one step in, & 3 steps down showed me what swamps can take. Though it’s not deep, my mind wants to take it there. What if this whole thing was a setup? No way. I took a dive into the unknown, what I thought could bring me different settings, really gave me wrong intentions. I sat in the swamp, but fell through it. Came back up with a deep breath that could’ve saved 10 people. Who ever imagined being lost on a planned trip. Whoever thought something like this could happen? Who knows how long it takes to heal from these activities? Will I know if I loved life to the fullest, or to my scariest? What makes this a mystery, I have no clue why I did the things I did. Why did I say I never wanted to touch water, but ended up in its swamps. I was saved by the unknown, because I didn’t know how to stop having urges, I just knew how to manage well. Learning from the unknown, you never know what to know. Dive In to Tell..