snow avalanch

Going on a trip in winter season. "We are going to stay with my brother" , "victor". "Remember him?" (18) It was after the Thanks Giving Day. "Do you know which way, we're going?" (32) Victor was always my hero, he is adopted. We never say goodbye to each other. And this time I think I will grow without waiting around. I was brought up in his family. Everyone was jealous. (68) I was the cutest no one could bare. I was more of a dangerous person and make a life of it. Knives were the only safest weapon. I had my collection of pocket knives. And razors are the most dangerous because they are so sleek and discrete and 100% more to carry.(120) You want to think like me to be me. I face death by sentence today I am to be acquainted with leaving the world behind and never see day and air.... (151) Into my darkness, my fear. (156) I worry about things, insomnia and mania, food and exercise. My wish to leave but I really do not leave without saying goodbye. Victor will be fine and I know he is always bigger than me, of course we fight not wrestle. Because he called me names and takes all my stuff and has to have everything I have. Parent figure is rare but at least my life I would give back. To say thanks for a great person I am and both live to tell about it.(203) Today was a decade ago plus pertaining of no other mental patient. I was found bloody dead, I was savage and in humane. The other was starved and seemed beaten to death. (135) God will never see my talented beauty and know I am smart. Things I grew up myself eventually. The most bloody nightmare was the sight of the priest both were like dragons good versus bad. As the priest felt bad for me asked me to surrender and I replied with trust. (286) The other was a psychiatrist who knew me better than I why, I seemed covered in blood the last I was lucky to be alive. My name they gave me SEVEN as lucky so Patient seven is at loss of hope and most to suite for my death sentence. (335) Now I will sit away knowing my life was a lie as I patiently wait for death tom pass of figures whom spoken of me, my life. They wanted to see me there was impossible hope... (471) I never cared of god not in my life I know now he will never know me. As a caring instinct I thought to stay and leaving is best, no need for all chaos to live residing to me. As I leave they shamed me and disgust to them as they ready for celebration throughout the whole world. (509) I AM NOT A FRIEND OF GOD! AMEN...

while gods and demons angels and creatures silently put to death. (529) I AM HUMAN. Something always lurk you think of just hanging out but never to see day or air. I will not be estranged. Strengths of law will be the only ones I know. We are together deadly as a third wheel someone saves time and decency. And remarked no guesses (579) No one will know? As patient seven is resrained as physical pressure to take place. (592) God I must be horrible: (597) As I am more taunted than living as god sees nothing strange. Pheww I got to go at this time for death to meet me and my life. Ice cream is my favorite. Bubble gum is the best and pop which I never had pop a can of soda. (647) Coffee is best and I never eat. I never sleep and I do not get mad and some thing makes me manic I do not think anger does it or some way that steals the right I could not.(696) Being sentenced to be put to death. I have been doing my justice time in a sense of life. I will take my justice with me. I believe... When god says what do I prove seems "nothing" was the word that was behind it (741) I am most to think like a human. I guess, death law and what has became of me! Oops!... (760) I bet they will tear everything up to find proof. Once all can fall is a dying feeling which I being out in exposures of nature and wild animals. And I am sure dinosaurs still exist. (786) I want to freelance and write a book called skeleton key with mind murders a series of cat and mouse games inside skeleton key. The judge has no guilt i accepted my guilt, being a murderer was not something to hide. And murder mystery that should have happen. With a life vacation and a gift of life. And I am not me, is there stunt doubles or side kicks. (855) Stealing my information was cool for me to understand the need people have I was just cool. I turned it around. I plan to do much gathering of necessary abilities and travel the world. (890) as my world ended life has lived different than now. Such diseases and my broken wing. (914) I now and forever hold my peace life is worth god not being in my life as no other can exist. As human has to be human. God is wonderful to hear his voice is the most sound. (952) I will be a murderer and live amongst life between life and death; the dying and the new. My life expects this. And I have no answer? (979) I am afraid of things only belong in sleep I can almost sleepwalk as asleep will I ever wake!

(973)I listen to music I am self-taught to knit I am interested in hobbies of art and craft (991) coffee and bookstore. my streaming of this future.