dream land

reading books brings peace of mind and warmth,throughout the body.,and the mind,when I envision reading a book in the story I envision myself in the storythatare filled with all details and pictures,and my favourite s are crime novels.especially on a stormy night.however,it was not always like that,at a younger age there was a time I wanted to be an author,though things changed now days for book publishing but discovered self publishing and submitted my first book and started writing for many online publishing on social media,now my goal is to study at a writing school so I can accomplish more that would actually sell of many stories I have to share,anywayremembering my high school years ,not many real friends as preferring to study and read.even dreamed back then of working in a library and so many years later on discovering my favourite author of crime books would be John grisham ,so I have every one of his books and payed for all his new ones mainly online and support tried to stop me buying any books on line as my own housing unit had already been filled with lined bookshelves ,and I don't taken any notice of any of my support team and they cant have put me out of my unit as they know my consequenes which is to taking off to camp at a suburb up the coast of Wollongong nsw where there is a newly big street library so they the support team leave me be in my own unit with my filled own home of lined bookshelves and didn't paid for all of my book collection ,half had been stolen when I went out to my local street libraries to keep bagging up loaded two bags of books,and now back to the high school years,my favourite subject had been English,.thought of reading turned out more worthwhile than how most of my classmates liked.though growing up slowly most children would be grown out of reading books.especially of our future today and the year of 2024 ,which turned out to be a new era of modern technology with which people read less and less traditional books like online ebooks,but I've never given up on the traditional book novels and have my own own today with over thousands of books on my lined shelves.though some people today found this odd behaviour and I don't care of peoples today for there smart downing comments,and well I still ignore like throughout my child hood ,. ,..well who needed friends today when there are books to read in my own home.and have at least a few good friends though one male older had passed away who also was into books and two years later since my good friends death have returned myself into a loner and don't like being around peoples and sometime my support would be on my nerves so I had often cancelled there shift making out I was sick with a cold,but time went by and seemed to be slowly over the trauma of my good friends death ,but still normal people imi dot need but happier now for my support to [pop over now and then and even taking me to visit my parents tome to time,and still secretive sneak to a street library for more few books on my favourite authors ,whether they secretive realised there are more books in my unit but it don't matter as I've gotten special cleaning help with cleaning as now middle aged but refused an age care home,and rather prefer to grow old and frail in my own home just being able to read my very last time,and mentioned my books are to be cremated with me when that times come,but I've still gotta life long of my many years to be able to reward more books and secretly hunted for more at local street libraries.and my self publishing on social media still going great and reviewing good,so maybe some day I'll have a new book to be able to be published band worth a lot of sales but first must complete more writing skills on my own novel and with help from other writers of course,and maybe who knows and well the aim to achieving the goal is never giving up and keep going with those little stories on the social media publishing like Amazon kindle direct,and luck on side,.problem is with being under strict financial trust it would be hard to cover the cost of publishing and but would make the effort of payment someday,and well going back in time how easier it was.and sometime being paranoid soon in this future of today with more growing technology that there may not be any more books out there as normal people are reading traditional less and less of those books and sometime I wonder what would happen to those books people donate to street libraries and something on google reading telling me the unwanted books will be recycled bin and though have already rescued over thousands of books but still a bit sad I cant own every single book while still out there around and could almost hear those all new books pleading and crying out to normal people to'please buy me buy me to keep,never throw me away' .well there the words the books in the stores are really saying .and kind of begging normal people to adopt them all.and that is all for now,I think if this story shall continue into a new chapter. the end.no not yet,the end just one more moment,as I still sit in my own home reading even through the night I hear a babbling old woman outside my window with some sort of strange comment over my all night read and didn't bother me the least,people entitled for opinions and wishing they would hwar the books still in the store s pleading and begging to be adopted and kept,but in this day if age I ve been able to rescue more books and had stopped there and then as I couldn't over crowd my little own unit,