Shot Of An Hour

The day was very awesome as sun was shinning in the blue sky. Birds were chirping on the trees but the humans were very careful as today was First April means April Fool Day. Everyone was doing there work very carefully as no-one was wanting to make Fool of self. 

Mrs. Miles was working in her kitchen when her door bell rings. She put the unwashed dishes in the sink and sped to the door. She went to door and opened it. On the door, her sister was standing with a stranger beside her. Mrs. Miles was looking so happy at the moment and but her sister and the stranger wasn't. They were looking worried about something. Her sister took her inside the home while Mrs. Miles was only asking,"What happen?". 

They went to living room, where Mrs. Miles was sitting on sofa and her sister and the stranger were also. Mrs. Miles asked her again. Her sister told her about the thing which she was unaware of. It is very painful to know that Mrs. Miles got afflicted with a heart trouble, great care was taken to break to her as gently as possible the news of her husband's death

Her sister Alice told her, in broken sentences not directly but in veiled hints that revealed in half concealing. Her Sister's friend Richards, the stranger who came with Alice was sitting beside her. The stranger was Alice's friend named Richard and it was he who had been in the newspaper office when intelligence of the railroad disaster was received, with Justin Miles's name leading the list of "killed." He had only taken the time to assure himself of its truth by a second telegram, and had hastened to forestall any less careful, less tender friend in bearing the sad message.

She did not hear the story as many women have heard the same, with a paralyzed inability to accept its significance. She wept at once, with sudden, wild abandonment, in her sister's arms. When the storm of grief had spent itself she went away to her room alone. She would have no one follow her. There stood, facing the open window, a comfortable, roomy armchair. Into this she sank, pressed down by a physical exhaustion that haunted her body and seemed to reach into her soul.

She could see in the open square before her house the tops of trees that were all aquiver with the new sring life. The delicious breath of rain was in the air which she could smell. In the street below a peddler was crying his wares. The notes of a distant song which some one was singing reached her faintly, and countless sparrows were twittering in the eaves.

There were patches of blue sky showing here and there through the clouds that had met and piled one above the other in the west facing her window.

She sat with her head thrown back upon the cushion of the chair, quite motionless, except when a sob came up into her throat and shook her, as a child who has cried itself to sleep continues to sob in its dreams.

She was young, with a fair, calm face, whose lines bespoke repression and even a certain strength. But now there was a dull stare in her eyes, whose gaze was fixed away off yonder on one of those patches of blue sky. It was not a glance of reflection, but rather indicated a suspension of intelligent thought.

There was something coming to her and she was waiting for it, fearfully. What was it? She did not know; it was too subtle and elusive to name. But she felt it, creeping out of the sky, reaching toward her through the sounds, the scents, the color that filled the air.

 Now her bosom rose and fell tumultuously. She was beginning to recognize this thing that was approaching to possess her, and she was striving to beat it back with her will - as powerless as her two white slender hands would have been.

When she abandoned herself a little whispered word escaped her slightly parted lips. She said it over and over under her breath: "free, free, free!" The vacant stare and the look of terror that had followed it went from her eyes. They stayed keen and bright. Her pulses beat fast, and the coursing blood warmed and relaxed every inch of her body.

She did not stop to ask if it were or were not a monstrous joy that held her. A clear and exalted perception enabled her to dismiss the suggestion as trivial. She knew that she would weep again when she saw the kind, tender hands folded in death; the face that had never looked save with love upon her, fixed and gray and dead. But she saw beyond that bitter moment a long procession of years to come that would belong to her absolutely. And she opened and spread her arms out to them in welcome.

There would be no one to live for during those coming years; she would live for herself. There would be no powerful will bending hers in that blind persistence with which men and women believe they have a right to impose a private will upon a fellow-creature. A kind intention or a cruel intention made the act seem no less a crime as she looked upon it in that brief moment of illumination.

 And yet she had loved him - sometimes. Often she had not. What did it matter! What could love, the unsolved mystery, count for in face of this possession of self-assertion which she suddenly recognized as the strongest impulse of her being!

      "Free! Body and soul free!" she kept whispering.

Alice was kneeling before the closed door with her lips to the keyhole, imploring for admission. "Louis, Please open the door! I beg, open the door - you will make yourself ill. What are you doing Louis? For heaven's sake open the door."

"Go away. I am not making myself ill." No; she was drinking in a very elixir of life through that open window.

 Her fancy was running riot along those days ahead of her. Spring days, and summer days, and all sorts of days that would be her own. She breathed a quick prayer that life might be long. It was only yesterday she had thought with a shudder that life might be long.

She arose at length and opened the door to her sister's importunities. There was a feverish triumph in her eyes, and she carried herself unwittingly like a goddess of Victory. She clasped her sister's waist, and together they descended the stairs. Richards stood waiting for them at the bottom.

Some one was opening the front door with a latchkey. It was Justin Miles who entered, a little travel-stained, composedly carrying his grip-sack and umbrella. He had been far from the scene of accident, and did not even know there had been one. He stood amazed at Alice's piercing cry; at Richards' quick motion to screen him from the view of his wife. They call the doctor but when the doctors came and said she had died of an heart attack, Mr. Miles and Alice and Richard couldn't overcome the grief because they were only trying to celebrate the April Fool Day. But now because of that mistake, Mrs. Miles died. 

So, Never scare anyone so much that the person in front loses his hope, courage and patience. Never celebrate the April Fool Day like this. Thanks for reading my Story.

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