story inspired by my favorite color

There is nothing like "perfect life" and you as a person own emotions vs habit. Living in a huge city is like exploring life closely and every day is an opportunity you take to jump-off from your fears. When talking about fears we can start a story about a girl who adores blue but fear from seas.

From many uncounted days, Kaya was dreaming of drowning in the sea and unable to swim back to shore and every time she wakes up sweating and assures that she's save. She told her mother," I fear of sleeping now because I will see that dream again". But her mother like always comfort her that it is all in her mind and suggest her to relax and walk before her bedtime. That advice worked as diversion because her friend love to go further into the sea and jump with the waves, Kaya start accompanying her to relax her mind and chants with her full energy to get rid of her only fear link to beautiful and favorite blue sea.

Like everyone, who thinks that they are born artists; she's also one of them and like to gift handmade keychains, bags and cards. She enjoys tying her hairs in a bun and being in creativity mode. Anyone who don't know her feels like distance and coldness from her face but once she takes the initiative in talking BOOM! the happy blue person, she laughed with her whole heart and sparkling eyes which add glow on her face from which can't keep your eyes off.

She avoids long discussions which could lead to dispute and get the idea that the sitting person is not wearing the same shoes as her and seeing all blues she's telling. She calls it in her terminology; it is good to be as sky blue-being shy blue. You can call it some type of cure of oppression which will later become her reason of depression because of her habit of avoiding what hurt her most.

One day she went for shopping to buy dress she wants and like always all shades of blue dress were her first priority but after two hours left the mall with nothing; there were no win win situation like her happiness "confused" and "dependent". Habit of being in good books, generosity, caring nature, often going out of their way to help others lead to non-settlement issues for oneself like Kaya and you are unable to calculate that why your sky is not as blue as your people. 

But still Kaya is very emotionally powerful and can handle huge amounts of stress. She is The Bull, after all. Stress may come from her job, family, or herself, but she seldom crumbles under pressure and often won't even complain or show any signs of being upset. She avoids looking for sympathy and will instead rely on her independence and fortitude to get through stressful situations.

She's always ready to provide support or guidance to those few and will be disappointed if she doesn't get the same in return. This may affect her for some time, but she forgets eventually; what she thinks, remains down somewhere in her. She's a quiet, private lady who wants to plan her own schedule and do things on her own. Her internal life is very active, but unless she feels close to you, you won't be privy to many of her thoughts.

Kaya is known for being sensual, grounded, reliable, and loyal in her circle of family, friends and relatives. In a world where the fight between who is "GREEN" or "RED" flag is going on; she is so blue for the world; tranquil and determined, keep on overthinking that why the world do not become blue; calm and secure.

With all her over-thinking she thinks the fear of sea is now spread over everyone who is acting like a pigeon who hides his face in mud to avoid the upcoming harm and most of the sensitive people alike her fantasize with "one more CHANCE to KINDNESS" but nothing change, and they are like Kaya, depending on new cloud on the huge blue sky.

What you see is what you get with a pure person like her. She doesn't tolerate artifice, facades, or false impressions. She wants people to present colors of themselves as they truly are, and she'll quickly grow weary of those who dance around issues or try to shape her perceptions of reality. You can expect her to tolerate for some time but any time she confronts; here comes a "volcano" like she always wants to be honest about who she is and what she wants.

Like told her temper is there, sleeping until it's triggered. Fortunately, it's rare for kind person like her to become so upset that she loses her temper. But when she reaches her breaking point, her outbursts are unexpected and intense. It's best not to push or deliberately provoke because she'll react by becoming volatile, very angry, and unforgiving.

She is also smart with money and generally responsible. Still, materialistic like many and want to have the best money can buy. And love being surrounded by beautiful, expensive, and luxurious items and have a tendency to splurge instead of saving money. But she is some one in between 'my happiness vs others happiness' because somhow you bond what you grow with "kindness" or more kindness wwhich may subject as in securities to own self.

Kaya is extremely attentive, caring and keen to blues happening around her. She's a stable, reasonable, loving, and patient one who has a calming influence. And want to raise her standard to be more responsible, self-assured, confident and confronts what is okay and what is not okay.

She's now like wanting "some mirror talk" but still avoiding by choice of not confronting what Royal blue long gown is still unable to grace. Wants to shout as loud as no one listens, because tendency vs the past behavior which will be ruin in seconds and all the temperament blue away-blow away.