Happy memory

As I starred blankly into the dark ahead of me, I wondered if miracles could happen. I turned around into my room and saw the whole room filled with his poster. As I lay down on my bed, I admired his face in every poster. He is my idol, my love and my happiness. I don't know when I slept but once I woke up I was greeted by bright light. I blinked several times to adjust myself to the light. There was a angelic figure at the corner of my eyes. He began " you can choose either of the door. The first door will be your own eyes and behind the second door is your dream world. Choose wisely, you can only regret but never regain this life" with that he disappeared. "Seriously that door contains what I dreamt off?" I muttered as I wondered what will happen. "Can I go in?" I asked myself.

I entered inside and my head felt light. I woke up from a cosy bed and wandered all around my dream house. I was awestruck. The whole house was blue like how he would wanted his house. It was designed especially how he said it in his recent interview. It's located inside some woods and had a super cool view. "How in the world this could happen?" I questioned myself. "What happened actually to make you this awestruck?" A voice came from behind. Now I am totally froze. I turned to meet with those beautiful blue eyes, I fell in love almost a few years back. That door made my life time dream to come true. " Are you gonna answer it or ignore me?" He asked. "Nothing, I guess" I smiled at him.

I can't believe am right here with my love, it felt like a dream, he guided me downstairs and into the kitchen. " Let me cook for you today babe" he smiled. The word babe melted my insides. "How could he be so perfect?" I muttered. "Because I am yours" he winked. "Did I say that out loud?" I asked confused. He continued working on the breakfast and stealing glances on me in between to wink or smile at me.

As we finished breakfast that he cook, we decided to go for a walk. "You look startled, is there a problem love?" He asked me as we walked. 'he called me love!' I mind screamed and my heart was doing somersault inside my rib cages. "Absolutely nothing" I said facing his handsome face. I am more than happy at this moment. I want this moment to last forever. I am now scared to sleep or even blink my eyes. 'what if all this is a dream?'

The days went by and I was flying high in cloud nine. He was so caring and loving all the time. Guess what? he even written a song and sang it for me. who could be so perfect like him?I will never regret choosing the door even if it meant to lose my parents because I know if I didn't chose the door that day, it did been the last day I met him. I almost forget that accident before all of this, he was dead back then. But with him now in life as my person, I am more than happy.

We both decided to end the holiday and go back to our daily routine. Once we reached there he was pretty busy and he confessed his love for me in a public meet and his fans never let me be in peace, some were happy while some were jealous. So they commented harsh words to make me feel bad. It's did made me feel bad but I had him. Those comments made me weak and I felt like I don't even deserve him in my dreams. As the days went he could not even contact me and the hatred is spreading through me. He was so busy to even call me. I didn't seen him like months, but I cherished the moment I was with him. There is no one to rely on. I wanted him to be there when I needed him. He soon contacted me to break up with me. Once he contacted I was beyond happy but when I heard him say to break up, I literally broke. It all happened in a flash. Nothing could be stopped. I was numb for days. I couldn't even process the break up but suddenly there was a news of him being dead. I was beyond terrified. He had cancer and so that he broke up with me and now he is no more. I was crying for days. How he could be selfless person even on his dying bed. He wanted me to be happy so he left me. I found a note in my bag. It said " I will always treasure you. You will be my love forever. Stay strong , I am always near you. Wishing you luck for your future. With love, yours babe" I was now crying even more. He was perfect in every way. If it was not for me then he would have lived.i regret this decision badly. I hate myself right now.

As I opened my eyes I met my parents standing all worried. They told me that I was in coma for an week. They don't know the reason for the coma, but I know they are glad. I searched for the news of him all over the internet and gladly he is fine. He released a album and the song he sung for me is placed in the album too. Whenever I hear it I remember him near me admiring me. I remember those comments too. It broke me but I cannot do anything about it. All I can do is think about it and feel the days. One day when I was cleaning my room I found the paper he given me in the dream, who could made my life this better. Will he remember me? But I will love him forever. I will miss and it will always be a happy memory of my life.