There were once rows of trees where the water shines now. The ridge still shows the line of the old road, like a scar. People said the dam was progress. People say many things when they need to fold a loss into something useful.
Iris came back in late September, when the aspens flashed and the lake turned pewter. She hadn’t seen her grandmother’s cabin in ten years. The skiff still lay upside down on the rocks, the fishing license above the door still reading MARIGOLD VALE.
“Two nights,” Iris told herself. “Clean, sort, list the house. Two nights.”
On the kitchen table lay a ledger under a dishcloth. Inside were dates, names, and items: buttonhook, ring with red stone, envelope sealed, child’s shoe. A third column bore checkmarks for “returns.” Many were blank.
On the last page:
Rules for Hidden Things
What is hidden must be heavier than the water or it will rise on its own time.
Nothing is taken. It is only kept safe.
The person who hides must one day return.
Iris laughed too sharply. “You kept a pawnshop in a lake, Gran?”
That night she dreamed of apples thudding hollowly, as though knocking from under the ground.
By morning she discovered a basement she didn’t remember. Shelves lined with jars of lake water, each labeled in Marigold’s careful hand. Some names predated the dam. Some belonged to the drowned town.
One label froze her: AVELINE VALE, 1989 — ENVELOPE, SEALED. Her mother’s name. Her mother, who had left with only a note: I can’t live in a town that knows me better than I do.
Iris matched the ledger entry: A.V. — envelope, orchard row five, three stones. No checkmark.
That afternoon she rowed out. She counted fence posts, found the shadowed shape, dropped a grappling hook. It caught. Up came an oilcloth bundle: an envelope marked To be returned to A.V. when she asks.
On shore, Deputy Cole waited. He’d been two years ahead in school. “I’m sorry about Marigold,” he said softly.
“She did all the living she wanted,” Iris answered.
Cole nodded toward the bundle. “Your grandmother kept quiet things. It made the town calmer. Maybe that was good. Maybe not. What’s hidden is rising now. People see faces in the shallows.”
He showed her an entry in the ledger: COLE, THOMAS — revolver, unloaded. His father had given it up to Marigold. “It kept me from hating him,” Cole said. “Maybe that was a mercy. Maybe it stopped me acting when I should have.”
Later Iris rowed again. The second stone yielded a tin box sealed with wax. The third, a wire cage of strange glass spheres, each with something suspended inside: ribbon, key, letter. One bore her mother’s initials: A.V.
She carried it home and set it beside the envelope and the box. She opened the envelope. Inside was only a card with a boy’s name: ELI JAMESON.
She opened the box: a silver lighter, faint with smoke.
When she touched the apple-shaped sphere, a vision surged through her. An orchard at night. A boy striking the lighter beneath a tree, flame catching dry leaves. A girl—her mother—snatched the lighter, dragged him toward the river. Behind them, fire spread through the orchard. A woman’s voice called: Aveline?
Iris broke contact, trembling. The orchard sank back into silence.
Cole came when she called. He recognized the lighter. “Eli was from downriver. He drowned the next summer. Your mother ran with him. We told ourselves the fire was just heat and wind. We let the orchard burn and never spoke.”
“It isn’t fair to ask one woman to hold all that,” Iris said.
“No,” Cole agreed. “What will you do?”
“I’ll call the town. Let them choose what to claim. If they bring something home, they must speak one piece of truth.”
That night, quilts were spread by lantern light. Bundles and glass apples lay waiting. One by one, people stepped forward. A woman reclaimed a ribbon. “I hid it because I thought it would force me to leave. I stayed. I do not regret him.” A man unwrapped a child’s shoe. “I tried to drown fear. It rose anyway. I am sorry.”
Cole held up the lighter. “We burned the north grove. We blamed wind. A boy set a leaf aflame to see something brighter than himself. A girl hid the proof. My father didn’t stop them because he wasn’t brave enough to know. I forgive him.”
One man shook his head, arms crossed. “Some things are better left sunk,” he muttered, refusing to step forward. The silence that followed was heavy, but it made the others’ voices stronger.
Finally Iris lifted her mother’s apple. She pressed her palm to it, then set it on the lake’s edge. “My mother hid a boy’s name. She left because she thought the town knew more than she did. I won’t let us make that mistake again.”
She cracked the apple. The name shimmered, then vanished into the night like breath on glass.
By midnight, the quilts lay half-empty. Some took nothing. Some spoke more than they had in years. The lake listened.
Afterward Iris walked with Cole. “You can’t unbuild a dam,” he said. “But you can let water through so the valley doesn’t burst.”
“I’ll plant a new row,” Iris said. “Not under the lake—along the edge.”
In December, the lake froze, the ice singing like distant voices. At the corner where the general store once stood, a red stop sign lay beneath the ice like a shield. She thought of the rules, old and new, and smiled. Even buried commands could be rewritten.
In the ledger, under Marigold’s rules, she wrote:
What is hidden may be held by love as well as stones.
The one who hides decides when to speak.
No secret is kept to spare us growing.
She imagined her grandmother’s hand pressing the page. All right, girl. Let’s see if your rules can lift their own weight.
“I think they will,” Iris whispered, to the orchard beneath the ice, to the town learning to speak.
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