Enjoy Yourself

Hi, I'm the last person on earth?! I just got the news, so good, .. that means I can do things the wayi like, I'll just jump In this car, start it up, over the bills and through the woods we go.

So you say, it's all been done before, you say, 'I need a King?

Well maybe I should go back in the past, then. But I'm not. I'm forgi g ahead, these songs you know why do they be so poignant asim grieving my loss of the Lovei had, what a day that was, (all happened in a day, one day, 2 1/2 years. But it would've been all the same, anyway so but uh.

So how shall I go on from here; the memories are go e, I don't even care about that anymore.

I regret even starting the whole thing up, and I hope for God that my ex- husband doesn't get out of ja.

I must admit this, for that. But so, Life goes on, I'm gettinga job either as a cleaner or teacher, assistant or whatever, but even my whole Life has been full of dupers, and two- faced freaks. So sick.

Anyway, so I mea is it my lustrous body or what that attracts these men, or dothey just want revenge.

And for what? I think wo.en are regaining g their sanity, I am.

I think I am far behind. My main goal is to rise above everything so i an enjoy myself, but.

I think that makes .normal, then I want to help, people who are struggling.

Cuz I know how hard it can be; its a wonder I'm still alive! But I want to be ready for anything..

Every day has a them(e, and I want to make plays and movies and skits.

But that's how I was, at 10-12 yrs, and so ❤️ I have to finish this story so I can enter it, and it has 1,000 words, I have towrite Anything, who cares, so here we go,

O e day there was a great turmoil that would have never been felt, if not for one girl, who actually wanted to be a boy, but.

'(Couldn't afford the operationn hope this doesn't offend anybody, so we're boys or men, girls or women and people are totally rewiring their bodies to be the opposite sex?! Ha wow.

I believe in freedom, unfettered Life. My music plays, UT I write, content. Thankful to be here, now,

And Loving Life!!( You do what you do

So anyway I'm thankful also, nice ice cream shop down the street, the people were nice to me.

I could never be a server cuz people think im gross. Oh well.

Anyway, are you ok I hate pity and fake patronizing sympathy.

This story will go down in History.:)

So,I am being inspired by the music, it's sad. My old friend I don't know ow think he is the embodiment of the Sun and Mars. I'm serious.

This is hard work, writing, to tell you the truth, I really want to run away to another state. Which I think is not my mom's favorite idea, but it's not her Life. It's mine. The reason she doesn't give me money is cuz I would run away and she would be to blame for my death and she doesn't like Jail. 😂

Anyway, so yea these memories, I agree song. This is a new land, s new world and Everyone should have rights. 👍 But so is everyone ok? I care, you can talk to me , while my ex does some girl in the next room. Oh, boy! Wow isn't that great. I went 17 years without sex, I can go 17 more. Ha not a big priority to me getting pregnant.

But uh I respect others wishes to have a baby, then to have maybe. (Another, or whatever (I have two! But not now, not this later on Life that I am. I need to get a website, etc. And I should fo that now but anyway are you ok . There's a lot of alien Life ' forms walking around . Who don't follow normal standards of Living. It's called Mental Health. 😛

Anyway, I don't know. I wish I could leave it all behind but I have to save the money. Nobody's helping me, and I'm buying in installments an e- bike which I really wanted bad, before. If anyone sees me, wave, and say hello, hi, it's Summertime!!

I'm not Like anybody else, but then again. Yes I am! Why does this person be so two- timing play mind games with me, and.

But anyway that's up to Him. Life is just really strange I guess. Don't get me wrong, I like where I am in Life, help from my Psyche Dr, to get my own payeeship to be here, and then this olfriend wanted to move in the back below me (I'm in front.)

Please why oh why somebody tell me why they put this demon girl in my mother freakin dream house. Not ideal for a girl to be below my man when there's secret doors and passageway and a lot of sneakiness going on, and bad tastes. Oh gee you think I believe that one? The guy is lucky I don't usually tell on people. How he acts.

So then I have my one daughter who was sent to the South where her adoptive mother, friend of family is her sister, is doing a Great job in raising my (our) daughter!!! Go girl you rock.

So god bless her soul. I had a really successful Thanksgiving, put in a lot of work, and just want to die. But I kind of have because I somewhat feel I'm in some sort of 'Heaven!!

So y'all be good, Tammie if you readin this. I'm so sorry girl .

I really Like the music, it keeps me goin', Stevie Nick's to Elton John, to Steely Dan yo Missy Elliot! There you go J.

You know I actually do love you, it just hurts so bad . How you do that. What am I supposed to do; what is this a brothel?!! Ha

No I know you gotta do You, but. Makes me feel like a fool, and I'm hanging out here, just Like duh. While you're doin god knows what my guy!

Lord talk about conspiracy theorist, I have good reason to be one.

I hope you forgive my grammar, I am an original. I have a lot of friends who love me scattered around this town, (none that would probably want to hang out, but..)

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