I'm the star

Im at a party a loud horrible party. not to mention my friends ran off. this isn't gonna go well but, I go to the bar and get as** on the beach or two. I haven't drunk in a while but it a nice change I usually only have wine. I go look for my friends or someone to talk to that doesn't look like a total creep or want to kidnap me but I can't find anyone. So I sit on a couch in the bar looking completely lonely and alone which I am. I quickly finish it I down it. My throat is on fire. Then I hear "No singers are here they canceled who wants to sing" I would but lots of other people already did and my voice is probably horrible considering I'm almost drunk well slightly drunk. So I go back to the bar and see what's on the menu nothing looks too good or interesting so I take the normal. "ill take a red wine the most expensive one" I say feeling a little too expensive knowing I have better things to do. I get the wine and it tastes so good and smells even better than hear a girl signing most beautifully its breathtaking. I sip the wine slower than the other drink which I basically poured down my throat. The girls singing got l louder and louder it kinda hurt my ears and kinda made me wanna sing but who was I kidding I can't sing. but maybe I mean I need to loosen up put myself out there I'm too closed in and short-minded. haha, I guess people always say that about me. I really need to find my friends I can't believe they disappeared on me I need to get their attention someway somehow. Well, what better way for them to find me than on stage a stage I have to sign my heart out on. maybe it'll be good. I can vent. what why is my brain trying to convince me I need to sing for this is completely insane I've never ever wanted to sing before. There's no way I can do that. The girl stops singing and I walk up there not even meaning to have no control over my body I must've had to must drink. I say "hello I don't know how I've ended up here but here goes my favorite song" then I sing these exact words on a tune. Hello, my lost love one, I never thought id end up here, but today, I sing this song to cherish the memory of you, I miss you. oh, I do, hope someday ill find my way, back to you but if I don't remember me. I will always love you till the moment I die, I will always love you. so make sure your heart stands clear. I stop singing and the crowd starts clapping and it made me feel all warm inside I have no idea why that felt so good like I let everything out but I'm still drunk and my thoughts aren't clear. I then step off stage still no sign of my friends what did they leave me. I walk through the crowd feeling like a celebrity wow celebrities must feel good. After that, I wanted to be a singer I had a passion for it. It made me feel love or a tingle that nothing or anyone else could make me feel. Here we are 13 years later. I'm 33 and I still have a burning passion for singing. I go to gigs everyone and ab while. I have my own music channel and podcast. Im about to go to a gig ill show you what I sing and how. to prep I clear my throat and do some voice practices by singing the first song I have ever sung. "I miss you. oh, I do" That's enough. I go out on stage to sing and begin "my old friend, what have you done we have lost oh so much. how do I begin to tell the tale of you, oh my dear friend how much I miss you. I can't believe I've lost you. heaven gained an angel with big blue eyes shining down on me to help me survive. heaven gained the most beautiful thing I wish I could see you but for the time being it's just gonna be me until another day. my love". the crowd loves it the clapping that feeling always comes back when I sing. Did I mention I'm pregnant? Well, I am so I hope this baby also has a passion for singing. I hope they sing at my funeral one of my songs. I'm so glad I went to the club that night nothing has ever made me feel more complete.

2 months later

It's a girl!! I'm now two months pregnant. Im still singing but it's getting harder I have horrible sickness. Im gonna name her Emerson after my mom. I have to go on stage right now "I can't wait, to meet you. My one true love, I miss you and I haven't met you. you are my true love. the one that I want. I can't wait to have you here in my arms, cause you are my best friend. and I hope you see that. ill forget the joy you bought when I was in my closet begging on my knees. cause you are my best friend and my one true love. can't wait till the day can hold you in my arms. The crowd feels with clapping, cheering. that feeling came back like it always does. every time I go on stage my mind wonders but mostly about one thing. the first time I sang but I'm not even sure if I sounded good maybe I were all just drunk. every time I sing the baby starts kicking she must be dancing! I can't wait to meet Emerson. I turn the radio on and hear my song. what the heck. how did it get on the radio, I'm slightly embarrassed but maybe it's a blessing in disguise. I'm getting a call "hello" "hi we want you to sing live at a concert there will be 15,000 people and we love your voice" "wait really uh email me the info" I then hang up. Definitely a blessing.