I Wish for Something

"Are you there, God??It's me....again."

"Yes, I know I keep saying this will be the last time, but really I keep remembering things to ask you or mention when I am having these five-to-ten-minute conversations and they keep me busy too."

"I feel like I want you to know me better but since you thought of me long before I was born, then that means you already know me better than I actually know myself."

"How is it that you knew me long before my parents came together?" "How is it that you knew when I would be born, or where I would be born, and of course, the circumstances surrounding all the many factors that made it possible for me to be born?"

"I have so much to wish to ask you, and all the things that cross my mind, you already know what I am going to ask and for whom I am praying for." You know what I really need and what I want to have but knowing this makes me wish for more of the wanting than the needing."

"Silly as it seems when we want to know something, but are not sure we want to know the answer, is kind of scary, you know?"

"It may seem less than important to you because you are infinite and are wise." "You know there are many versions of you, there are many beliefs in who or what you may or may not be."

"Some say you are in the things that we see out in nature and all the things that are a part of nature." "Some say you are represented by this or that, but I never knew or understood what they all were meaning." "They always make you out to be more complicated than you simply are, right?"

"Why does human beings want to make you so complex and hard to know and understand, when you are so simple and easily known?"

It's better to stick to the things I wanted to ask of you in the beginning and not allow myself to become overwhelmed in all the hearsay and rumors that would allow me to not speak to you about my own problems, though they may be less than others' problems." "Yes, I know I sometimes think the very things that I should not."

"When we think of all that goes on in the world, all the sickness, all the hunger, all the chaos and all the stress and struggles." "I can be thankful that I do not have the responsibilities that you have, because that is an everyday choice to try and work with those who can make the changes to happen."

"It seems sad at times, yet at other times it seems happy, too." "We want to find other ways to resolve and bring about the very peace that only You God, can bring about." "You surely knew what you were doing when you started." "The very one you created and placed in charge of all things, didn't stay faithful to you."

"Boy and the consequences for those choices have plagued us for all eternity." "It was later that you decided someone had to take the place of the one who was created by you yet fail." "The second one was sent to complete the process and bridge the gap that was made by the first."

"And because of this sacrifice, the second one was able to successfully complete and make anew that which was never meant to be a failure by the first." "How can we ever repay such a debt that is owed by one and all?"

"You surely have endless love for all." "Including endless mercy, endless comfort, endless healing, endless forgiveness, endless all things that are the answers to all things thought of, and all things spoken of and all things done."

"We always sell ourselves short because we are not given the things that we want but the things that we need most of all." "You are able to give us what we want if we only ask for it." "But of course all in your due timing."

"You answer us with only three ways, and they are simply understood too." "It is either YES right now, YES but later on, or a simple NO." "If you do not want us to have what we ask then we need to just accept that answer and move on." "But it's sad that we only see things through our own eyes and not through your eyes as you see them."

"When we pray, we should always pray for others, as there are others always praying for us." "For to pray with no thought of our needs and our wants, we are allowing ourselves to be used by You in a way that will release the burdens that have become obstacles in our lives daily."

"God, I know I am not perfect, and I stumble and fall." "I try to live my life the way You want me to, and yet I have to remember that I am only human, and I need to place my faith entirely in You, depending on You always completely and fully."

"Trying to be the example and the witness so that others will see You through my actions and my deeds daily." "I want to do better in my own life and with your help I will be able to do better, because I place my confidence in You."

"I do hope I am not asking for too much and I hope you bless all those who I pray for, with all they ask for." "I hope that You will comfort and take care of those who are needing Your healing and loving care."

"I want to be able to complete my life as Your will be done in helping me to complete, every day."

"I am glad that we spent time together." "I want to thank You for all things made possible today and that You will keep an eye out for those who may need Your help today."

"By the way, thanks for listening to me once more." "Remember, when asked this question by so many souls, God. are you there?" "I answer with an assured YES!!!! He is."