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Romance Happy Creative Nonfiction

Only one day left for the day that I have been waiting for so many years. My dream is about to come true. I neither can expect nor can belief my own heart. Mad indeed. Everything have just happened so fast that I'm unable to feel my soul.



It was only five year before when I was going to face that horrible accident. I was laying in the bed in the hospital and was just thinking about the days, all the time with him. The first day with him was the most memorable day of my life when I met him for the first time. I was only ten then. I didn't know, it happened so fast and we became best friends. We used to play all the day in the field. He was a very good player and also a good guy who could easily make a lots of friends. I was really different at that time. Totally opposite to him. A moody, angry, rebellious girl who didn't care about anyone. I always felt angry on him because everybody in our town used to love him so much. But that didn't mean that I loved him less. He was my ideals who changed me, who taught me how to feel the nature, how to feel people, how to love people, how to love our own family, how to become a happy person, how to enjoy the life and how to become success in life.



I always remained depressed because of some personal matter. But he always tried to make me laugh and he always said that "you don't look so good when you remain sad". Unexpectedly, very soon I was come to know that somehow he liked me. His gesture, behavior somehow informed me that he also had the feeling for me that I also felt for him. Time went on and we became more good friends. It felt like we couldn't pass a day without each other. Most of the day we send our times under a maple tree. It was the symbol of our love.



However, when we grew up it seemed like our relationship were disappearing somehow. We stopped to talk with each other, I didn't know why. He started to hang out with the other boys and I became more busy with my study. Everything was changing and we were moving away from each other. But the worst thing was people started to spread rumors about him. Their feeling and love for him were somehow gone. But my feeling for him remained the same as before.



When I was in grade 10, something happened to me suddenly when I heard that his family was going to sift in another place. I was become crazy and was lost control from myself. Fortunately, they stayed. Then I decided to share my feeling with him but I was scared because I was not totally sure about his feeling. However, I had managed to share my feeling with him and he was shocked to know that because he was loved me too. Both of us were very happy for that and we thought that our dream came true. Unfortunately, our relationship didn't last long.



My family somehow knew about our relationship and strongly opposed on it. Then the worst thing happened that the people with whom I used to mix with became my worst enemy. Because of them I decided to break up with him as they had started to inform me a lots of false news about him. They said he was in relationship with lots of girls and involved in a lots of illegal works. I was confused about all the matters. I didn't know what to do. On the one hand, my family, friends and others, and one the other hand, it's only him whom did I love so much. My mind didn't want to believe all those things because I knew his characteristics.



I had passed days and nights by crying and struggling with myself. I had tried to contact with him but I had failed because my surrounding was against me. Similarly, I had suffered for five and more months. But I finally decided to face the truth and found out the truth. In that time I had just started my classes in grade 11. I began to gather information about him and his background. I still could not believe that he could involve in those things. I had tried my best and had already gathered a lot of information. Finally, I realized that my friends were all betrayed with me but I didn't know why.



Once I was shocked to know about an information from a boy who was his past classmate. I was asked him about the lover that I had heard. But surprisingly the name that the boy said was my name. Even he didn't know me. Then I realized how much he loved me for a long time. However, because all these mental sufferings I really became sick. I was hospitalized and lost all of my energies. I cried and blamed myself when I heard that he was trying to commit suicide as I was broken our relationship. My condition was so bad and I was going to die. But his love saved me.



Finally, after my remedy one day I'm able to contact with him and met with him. I was burst into tears to see him after a long day. I strongly apologies to him for everything. He loved me a lot and that's why never became angry on me. He was also too much distressed about all the matters. But he gave me hope that we could do everything better. So we promised to each other that we would work together for making a better future. Thus we spend five years. Both of us had completed our graduations and we worked so hard to make everything better. Our families were also accepted out relationship and the most fun thing was people began to feel jealous on us as after a long struggle we were able to join our broken relationship.



However, I don't want to remember them now because all the hardship is over. It is said by the elders that if you want something from your heart, God will give it to you. So finally I get what I want. And tomorrow is the day because I'm going to married my love. 


November 04, 2020 16:18

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