You Keep Your Heart

If I take this walk to clear everything up, & by any means if this method works.. I will never go back to my original schedule. Something needs to come over my head to help guide me, help keep that reminder, help set that boundary between this,& that. I’m going to start by walking down this long street called brittle road, which crosses curiosity ave. I see the cutest rabbit that pops out, I wanna call him Henry. We started walking and came across a tree, then all of sudden BOOM! The tree hit the street, as I screamed “ahhh that shit could’ve killed me”. Henry made a squeak, then fled the scene, but I had to remember I’m doing this clear state of mind walk for me. So I politely walked around the disaster,& kept it pushing. Until I spotted a night owl in the mid evening. Its head did a 360 turn just to fly away. I kept coming into distractions with no meaning, but as I got closer I noticed a car coming towards me, I moved to the side, & felt a strong wind of some sort, with a tap on the shoulder. Nobody around no voices, but something was in motion. I saw a man coming down the road pushing a wheelchair with nobody in it. For me to have an urge to ask him where he was going, where he was coming from. I decided to keep passing then he shouted out “the packing is coming, the packing is coming”. I looked back and he had paused mid section. I knew something on curiosity avenue was getting too rocky. I'm looking for the smoothest way out. I came across a woman who was looking for her husband, & I said the one who pushes a wheelchair with an empty space? Yes he’s back that way. From a corner of the eye you could spot him, but when she spotted him she shot him… Did anyone else just see that? Was his wife, or girlfriend, or friend the potential message he was shouting? This is too much unknown activity with no answers for me.

I get a phone call from an number I think I recognized, but also couldn’t put a name on it either. I answered it, I heard an instant click. I began to question some of my abilities to wonder if my attitude can manage much longer. I need more sight seeing so I want something to blow me out of my socks. I walk inside an abandoned home that reminds me of my old home. This time it was empty with not a person in sight.. I think. With it being so dark my phone flashed its light against a picture hanging on the wall. I have no clue who this house is, but this was a nice looking guy. Staring at it longer he stared back with the frame beginning to move slowly back & forth he gave me a wink!. Wait! I climbed up some mansion model built type stairs where not only I fell, but I started to smell a sweet smell. All of sudden the temperature was going from 80° to 30° then I heard a faucet running. I stepped on a hard mini book, opened it and a letter fell out. Whoever wrote a note stating “ if you're looking for me I will be gone until time could match me perfectly.” Three knocks at the door I was unsure whether to answer it. I should’ve sworn this home was abandoned. I ran to the nearest door, a lady appeared to ask me did I find what I was looking for? Coming with no answers I nodded my head sure. I asked her if you let me go, you won’t see me any more. She snatched the letter from the ground saying how she misses her standing ground. The man pictured had fallen, shattered to pieces. The loudest echo doubled back to me. This lady told me if I wanted to continue to breathe I should leave. Are you going to kill me?? I saw nothing but a shadow that didn’t fit her description, I left on my terms agreedly. I looked back and the house was gone.. DID ANYONE ELSE SEE THAT? I felt like an imaginary magician had followed me through to show me a trick. Will I ever see that lady coming to any house ever again?

Running,& running I stumbled on air. Got up, and a car was in my face. I might not be the only person around, but the first to have the keys. Getting in the car driving at 50 mph gave me a better attention span. Taking a car that doesn’t belong to me is not right, but getting from point to point makes it better. Driving,& coming towards a train track that stopped last minute gave me questions. Seeing this train pass I see a face. Can’t tell if the face is on or behind the train, but the eyes are giving me notice. The train stopped, but nobody got off. The train started speaking, but the language was in tongues. A box fell from the back, & what appeared to be a colorful cube. While sitting in the front driver seat I wasn’t sure to reverse, or listen to this message. The light from this action was so bright I felt my eyes turning blue, just like the cube. The train stopped speaking, then my car turned off. I was feeling like a punishment was coming along, but the train finally passed, and the railroad opened up to pass. Hearing voices behind my car caused me to speed faster, I was being chased by a message that I misunderstood, why did the train let me go? Was this car cursed? The box stopped right next to me while I was at a red light, the box turned red and told me to exit the vehicle. Not paying a box's attention my car ran out of gas. The train popped back up in front of me, but instead it was extended even longer. How can I escape this torture, should I return the car and ride the train? Does this box have money inside to reward me with a better present? Was this last trip even worth it? Getting out of the car the box had deteriorated to pieces. The car was gone, the railroad was silenced, I was in the middle of nowhere. A man asked me if I needed help. Where did my car go? The train? The color changing box? What? DID ANYONE ELSE SEE THAT? It began to pour down rain. I knew this adventure was over. The man claimed to have missed everything for all I know he could be the blame. I was sick of starting over,& over. I had something that turned into nothing. People still need me, but never see what I see. Did anyone else see what I had to do? It was a lot just to say nobody ever knew..