Countless troubles of a psycho

It's happening again!? I can't sleep I feel so tired and hungry. I just can't seem to stop. I overthink everything and I just can't stop stressing I just wish this could stop please help: ahem dear dIarY or whatever at this point I keep seeing the man in the corner of my eye. He watches me in disrespect as I try my best to succeed it's just never enough. I try my hardest but I fail I get hurt and suffer. I just want someone to be like me anyone but sadly no since I can't bare to see someone in pain like me. I shall live my days in the shadows keeping to myself in this little book hoping one day I shall sleep peacefully into the dark sky where my troubles seem to disappear. Day 2: hello again it's me the one who bought you lol. It's tomarrow now I haven't slept lost my appetite and I just hate being alone. I tend to think a lot and just mess up my mind. Even though I hate doing it it's the price I have to pay for what I've done. I know I shouldn't have but I just wanted to sleep, and no I won't tell you your just a stupid book ya can't tell me what to do. Yea yea sorry or whatever I just tend to lose myself in the pages. We'll imma get some milk and cookies and wait till sunrise good night. Day 3 : what up ugly ooops sorry just so mad today I saw the man just talking with his friends. He told me to work like always. I finish what he said then yelled at me for not doing some other random task. I just hate this place we'll not really I just hate my mind. I've been up for 2 whole nights and this is about to be my third. I have so much troubles and little time somtimes I wonder is it really worth it. Okay okay I'll tell ya in my mind I have a lot of things going on I'm a psychopath what can I say . I'm a killer an outcast different from the rest, but no one ever asks why I am like this and truly I barely know the answer. We'll that's enough especially for a stupid book not like anyone will ever see you. Issa day 4 : hellllooo it's me ya mom. Hah just kidding it's me ya don't have a mom silly you not alive. Somtimes I wish I could talk to someone other then you your so boring ya never talk or do anything. Sadly your all I have I haven't slept for such a long time I'm insane. Yet no one notices I always seem to be so full of energy and just make people light up with joy if only they knew what was really going on inside. Wait what was that oh yeah ya didn't hear it I'll be right back. Day 5 sorry if I left you alone. wait I shouldn't apologize. Why didn't you come with me. Well anyway I heard some growing and decided to go look more into it. What I found just shocked me a poor wolf defenseless against 7 other coyotes. I quick ran in and killed off all over them without a single scratch. Or did I? Hmm forgot oh well you a book so should not matter. Sadly the wolf was to hurt at least he grant me a wish I think unless he was just dying. Ohhh we'll only time will tell. Finally day 5 turns out I drank something and was knocked out cold. A good 11 hours of sleep. Ooh did I tell you it worked my wish came true I found someone who cares and listens she's the most beautiful thing ever and the way she smiles is unlike the rest. But shut up ya damn book don't say anything she doesn't know I like her ehhhmmm love her. Still I should try sleeping yet to much on my mind. We'll I figure it out her names natalee and she's amazing but yet again your a stupid book you can't help me with anything. Day 6 yes you've know me as the one who overthinks the one whose to stressed but not anymore. Natalee she helps me and listens to me I finally feel at ease. I can be myself and really let loose. What a shame the man is still there yet he's not happy. Once he sees me with real joy he will not allow it back to work day and night countless suffering but is it really worth it. The mind of a psycho left untold unread never to be seen. We'll thanks for everything book but now you can rest easy not much time or use for you. It's dayyyyy 7: I'm pretty sure hope you didn't miss me cuz I'm back . Back again tell ya pages . Imma kill em with ink. Oooh sorry got a lil carried away. Still very little sleep yet I'm managing to make it somehow. Today the man didn't look so mad he finally seemed okay I really think I'm starting to succeed in my problems. Even though I'm still stressed and filled with nothing you've helped me little book along with natalee and some other siblings. Thanks again book hope to see you soon. Day 8 eww way to soon just kidding how you been. Good I've been good or insane doesn't matter really somehow I'm alive. Today was a great day me and my favorite sibling went somewhere with natalee. Ohhh right natalee lives far away I forgot I didn't tell you. We'll yea not saying anyone specific but my favorite sibling and I went to an amusement park with natalee which is Mhm. My novia now ahem girlfriend. Don't like to brag but you a lonely book so hah loser. We'll still haven't fell asleep it's another like 5 days I think without sleeping can't tell and ya can't make me count. But I dunno we'll never know and no one will okayyyy?!. Day 9 yea yea I'm here and I just want to say thank you your just a little book and you have no purpose but to keep my thoughts and things I guess. There's been a lot of improvement I'm able to sleep an hour now!! Wow that amazing. But sadly there is no purpose for you like I said the tales of a psycho isn't worth sharing good bye good friend let the demons feast on the knowledge you've acuared, but if you must know who I am. We'll your funny I am antonio hah ugly name I am psychopathic killer hunter and different from the rest I am and outcast of everyone fait waiting to be show know for you no one shall know what happens in the depths of a troubled young boy who is just trying to sleep * throws book into fire *