I can't believe I'm actually writing this down. For years, I've carried this secret, letting it gnaw at me from the inside. But after what happened today, I need to get it out somehow. Even if it's just on these pages that no one will ever read.
It all started ten years ago, when I was fresh out of college and eager to make my mark on the world. I landed a job at Meridian Technologies, a rising star in the tech world. I was thrilled, ready to prove myself.
Little did I know that decision would change everything.
May 20, 2024
I saw him today. Thomas. He looked right through me, like always. Does he know? Has he always known? The guilt is suffocating.
I need to go back. To explain.
Six months into my job at Meridian, I stumbled upon something I shouldn't have. Late one night, working overtime, I accidentally accessed a restricted server. What I found there... it was beyond anything I could have imagined.
Meridian wasn't just developing new smartphones and laptops. They were creating advanced AI systems for military applications. Autonomous weapons. The kind of thing that could revolutionize warfare – and not in a good way.
I panicked. Copied everything I could onto a flash drive and got out of there.
May 25, 2024
I've been avoiding the office all week, calling in sick. I can't face them. Not after what I've done. But I know I have to go back eventually.
Where was I? Right. The flash drive.
I didn't know what to do with the information. I was young, scared. I convinced myself that going public would ruin my career before it even started. So I made a choice. A choice I've regretted every day since.
I approached Thomas Reed, Meridian's biggest competitor. Told him I had something he'd want to see. The bidding war that followed was surreal. In the end, Thomas's company, Nova Corp, paid me two million dollars for that flash drive.
Two million dollars to betray everything I believed in.
June 2, 2024
The news broke today. Meridian Technologies is under federal investigation for corporate espionage. They're accusing Nova Corp of stealing classified research.
My hands won't stop shaking as I write this. It's all unraveling. And it's my fault.
I used that money to start my own company. Built it from the ground up into something I thought I could be proud of. But every success, every achievement – it's all tainted. Built on a lie.
June 10, 2024
They brought in federal agents to interview everyone at Meridian today. I managed to keep it together, somehow. Told them I didn't know anything about any data breach or stolen research.
The lie came so easily. I've had a decade of practice, after all.
But I saw the devastation on my colleagues' faces. People I've worked with for years, facing the possibility of losing everything. Because of me.
I can't do this anymore.
June 15, 2024
I've made a decision. I'm going to come clean. To the authorities, to Meridian, to everyone. The weight of this secret is crushing me. I'd rather face the consequences than live another day like this.
I know it will destroy everything I've built. My company, my reputation, my freedom – it's all over. But maybe, just maybe, I can make things right.
Tomorrow. I'll do it tomorrow.
June 16, 2024
I couldn't do it. I got as far as the parking lot of the FBI field office and then... I drove away. I'm a coward. A fraud. And now I'm a liar twice over.
What kind of person am I? How did I become this?
June 20, 2024
Thomas Reed called me today. Wanted to "touch base" about the investigation. The smug bastard thinks we're in this together. He has no idea I'm the source of all his troubles.
I recorded the call. It's not much, but it's something. Proof that Nova Corp knew the research was stolen. It won't exonerate me, but maybe it will help Meridian somehow.
June 25, 2024
I did it. I finally did it.
This morning, I walked into the FBI office and told them everything. The initial data breach, the sale to Nova Corp, all of it. I handed over the recorded call with Thomas, my bank records, everything I had.
The agents were stunned. I don't think they get many people walking in to confess to decade-old corporate espionage.
They arrested me on the spot, of course. I'm out on bail now, but not for long. My lawyer says I'm looking at 10-15 years, minimum.
Strangely, I feel... lighter. Like I can breathe for the first time in years.
July 5, 2024
It's all over the news. "Tech CEO Confesses to Industrial Espionage." "Nova Corp Implicated in Meridian Data Theft." My face is everywhere.
My company's board of directors voted me out unanimously. My assets are frozen. Old friends won't return my calls. It's like my entire life has been erased.
But I did the right thing. Finally.
July 10, 2024
I visited Meridian today. Wanted to apologize in person to the CEO, Dr. Harriet Chen. I expected anger, maybe even hatred. Instead, she thanked me. Said my confession had saved the company from ruin. The stolen research had been their lifeline, and without it, they might have gone under.
She asked why I came forward after all this time. I told her the truth – that I couldn't live with the guilt anymore. That I wanted to set things right, even if it meant losing everything.
Dr. Chen looked at me for a long moment, then said something I'll never forget: "It takes courage to face the consequences of our mistakes. Real courage."
I broke down right there in her office.
July 15, 2024
My sentencing is next week. My lawyer says Dr. Chen submitted a letter to the judge, asking for leniency. I don't deserve it, but I'm grateful.
Thomas Reed and several Nova Corp executives were arrested yesterday. Turns out, once the FBI started digging, they found a lot more than just my transgression. Years of corporate theft, bribery, fraud. It was a house of cards, and I toppled the first domino.
I'm not proud of what I did. I'll carry the shame of it for the rest of my life. But I'm proud of finally telling the truth. Of facing the consequences.
July 20, 2024
This will be my last entry for a while. I was sentenced to five years in federal prison today. It's less than I expected, less than I deserve. But I'm told my cooperation and voluntary confession counted for something.
Before they took me away, Dr. Chen approached me outside the courtroom. She handed me a business card. "When you get out," she said, "come see me. We'll talk about a fresh start."
I don't know if I'll take her up on it. I don't know if I deserve a fresh start. But for the first time in a decade, I feel like I can look at myself in the mirror without flinching.
The truth really does set you free. Even if that freedom comes with steel bars and a prison jumpsuit.
This is Jacob Reeves, signing off. See you in five years.
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