Today is my birthday. I just turned 12 years old! My mom got me this neat notebook as a present and she had the great idea that I should write in it every year on my birthday! My mom is so smart and pretty. I can't wait to grow up and be like her!
Besides this diary, Mom remembered to order my favorite unicorn cake from the good bakery on Main Street. That's the one that puts REAL CHOCOLATE inside the cake! Isn't that just awesome?! Mom even asked them to put this type of glitter we can eat on it! The glitter looks so pretty on the unicorn. And the picture of the unicorn looks really great. Kinda like it's going to fly right off the cake!
Daddy couldn't come to the party today because he had to work late but I told him that I would save him a piece of cake. I asked Mom to help me and she said she wanted to save the piece that had the back end of the unicorn because Daddy was acting like a real horse's behind! I thought that was really funny because she used the REAL swearword!
Daddy told me that if I wanted, I could ask him for anything to make it up that he wasn't at my party. I told him I want a unicorn or a bike! He asked what color bike did I want and we laughed a lot. I didn't understand why we laughed, but I like it when Daddy laughs.
I hope Daddy gets me the bike this weekend so I can try it out before summer break starts. Some of my friends leave for the summer and I want to show it off to them! I hope Daddy gets me the one with sparkling tassels on the handles. Those tassels as pretty as the cake unicorn's tail!
It's my birthday and I'm 13 finally! Mom says I'm a teenager and will be going through a lot of changes that will eventually make me into an adult but she won't talk to me about what changes. We had two classes in school but I got the flu and missed the first one. Nobody filled me in on what I missed. I asked my friends and their faces turned red and they starting laughing. I don't get it!
Mom got me the unicorn cake with glitter again. The bakery didn't make it the same way they did last year though. No chocolate inside. I was sad about that.
My friend Jessica usually leaves for the summer, but last year she didn't come back. I'm not allowed to have Facebook and I don't have any way of getting a hold of her. I miss her. I have seen her daddy at the grocery store but he is always in the “adult beverages” aisle and I'm not allowed to go down there.
Daddy wasn't able to make it to my party this year because he was away on a trip for his company. He said it was a very important trip to get a different company to hire Daddy's company for something special. It just sounded confusing to me. Daddy said that maybe he'll take us all on a trip this time to make up for not being at my party this year.
How cool would it be to go to one of those hotels that has a water park on the inside! Maybe we can do it right after school gets out for the summer. That would be a great way to start summer break!
I'm 14 today! My friend Marcus got me a really pretty gold bracelet that has my name carved on it. He said it wasn't real gold because he doesn't have a job yet but by this summer he will be working for his older brother doing yard work, I guess. I told him thank you then he tried to kiss me!! Weirdo!! I don't even like him like that!
Mom made cupcakes for my birthday this year because she said she was too busy to go to the bakery. I understand, she has seemed really stressed lately. Daddy was at home this year for my party but didn't come downstairs. He worked in his office all day. I even tried to bring him a piece of cake. He thanked me and asked me to put it on his desk, but he never looked away from his computer. He is still in there right now. He hasn't touched the cake yet. He hasn't offered to make up for not coming to my party yet either.
I still don't know where Jessica is. I hope she is okay.
I'm 15 years old today. I thought it would feel like I was closer to being an adult but I'm still getting treated like I'm a kid! Mom made more cupcakes this year but I asked her for a cake that had my favorite band on it. Ugh! It's like she doesn't even care! Her hair is really turning gray. She is really letting herself go.
Daddy, I mean Dad, was gone on an other business trip to China again. He has been over there for 6 weeks and said he'll be back in few more. He doesn't answer his phone sometimes and it makes Mom cry. She won't tell me why. I bet she is just going through menopause. I heard old ladies get that and cry a lot. I'll never get it though. I won't act all weird and cry all the time.
There was a new boy in our school this year. His name is Cameron. He use to live in California but his mom moved here for work. He is soooo hot! I hope he wants to hang out this summer. Maybe we can go up to the bluffs and chill.
I'm 16 years old and I got my driver's license! WOOHOO! I'm so so so happy! I can drive Mom's van to the gas station and back if I do all my homework most nights. And I ask Dad if I can buy a treat for him when I get there, he gives me more to buy something for myself! It's the best!
Mom actually got me a cute car cake for my birthday this year. She did good. I honestly wasn't expecting that much from her. Dad on the other hand, he once again let me down. I thought he would get me a car for my birthday since he has been working nonstop this year. Like, he totally bought a condo in China! Like, WTF?! I overheard Mom crying on the phone to her friend Joanne that maybe Dad has a second family there since he has only been home with us for a few months this year.
I bet he moved there to get away from Mom's drinking habits she picked up. I know she is drinking a lot because she asks me to take the recycling to the curb and there are always so many empty wine bottles in there!
Maybe when Cameron gets here later, we can try to find where she hides them and try it ourselves. Maybe I'll finally let him get to second base. Maybe.
Today is my birthday and I'm 17 years old.
Dad died last month. I guess this is the best excuse he has ever come up with to not make it to my birthday party.
This is stupid. I'm done writing in here.