"AN ANSWER"

Late night. But the city is illuminated. There is no sound anywhere.The wind seems to be moving independently.The leaves of the tree and sometimes changing their position with the wind. The streets are silent as if listening to an unknown story.Only in a house, in the midst of silence, is the longing of a soul.Agirl.A basket of hundreds of questions in her eyes.Through the window,her tear-soaked black face has become bright in the dim light of the moonlight.Who knew what had happened to her.Her gaze doesn't tell any story doesn't tell any dream. Only those eyes longed. maybe if anyone saw her, they would call her the nymph of an unknown story.A story where there is no prince,there is no monster.He is the heroine of an unknown story.She is a princess.But where is that princess?Her gaze doesn't speak.Her trust is only in her Lord.Her Lord can remove her helplessness.The girl believed that the Lord would hear of a soul hidden among the window grills.If her suffering is released.Everyone has helplessness, but does everyone get help from the Lord? No,they don't.That's why she wants to be released.But whoever doesn't die on Earth is he ever released from suffering?She has no gaze on the clock,she is staring at sky.The only question in her mind is,is she a human being at all? What is the fate of this world, even if it has two arms and legs, it is not a human being.If the society seals it, then it is a human being.Her broken voice said,"Lord! if is a failure, give it the strength to escape".The girls eyes go back to the memory.She didn't understand anything when she was young.How much fun she used to have then.There is no more time like in childhood.But when she grew up, She learned to understand everything.Maybe growing up is a sin.She thought she had sinned.Life seemed new to her.But strange things happened to her. She had a lot of hidden talents.She also knew.Poverty forced her go after talent.But she could not,no one saw her talent. She lost.No matter how hard she struggled to sing.Never lost and sat down to write, no matter how much competition.But she lost all time. She needed money,she wanted to help her family.No one knew.She couldn't escape being a girl.People say that, success will come after one hundred times,not once,not twice.But there may be people who never succeed.The girl remembers what happened when she was in the school.Once she became seriously ill at school.She had a practical exam that day.She finished her practical as much as possible. Suddenly her chest ached.Her friend understood and told the sir.But he was busy.He was very upset and threatened her.Her eyes got wet.She never forgot the day.The pain increased and she was taken to the headmaster. She saw that her mother had arrived, probably they

called her mother.The headmaster recognized her.The headmaster looked and said,"Are you in pain or are you lying"?She replied.Suddenly a teacher came to keep some books.Seeing her.he said to the headmaster,"This is the girl who tried to commit suicide".The word kept ringing her mind.Is it true?Did she hurt herself?The headmaster allowed her to leave the school.She went out with her mother.It was raining that day. Sometimes it was dripping in the bucket again.Her tears mingled with the rain.She didn't even think of opening the umbrella.It started to rain in torrents,she had to open the umbrella. Suddenly the skin of her hand was torn by the rubbing of the lower part of the umbrella.Began to bleed.She doesn't mind that.Can't anyone really see her ?Why did she do that?Her fever went away at night.A lot more.Maybe she couldn't stand it.She never forgot this incident,about five months ago when she tried to kill herself.Her heart was flooded with trouble.She didn't know death.She just wanted to get out of trouble.There were black spots in every corner of her heart. She never thought about what was waiting for her, but she still had faith.The girl's schoolmates are scared when they see her. When the school teachers see her,they say,"The girl who tried to commit suicide goes! "Her behaviour set her apart from everyone else.She forgot that she was a human being.The girl could not think what else to say to her Lord.Her faith taught her to be patient.All her memories seemed to surround her.She thought that her Lord would surely answer our question.Maybe something good would happen.The Lord might make a guesture or hear a prophecy.Is this just a story?Is that never true?Only she knew her right to life was only to help.So what is the sin of helping?She has tried a lot of to solve her problem. She saw some part of the moon in the sky and some part was covered with clouds. She thought if she was the queen of the moon,how much fun it would be. Her face lit up in the moonlight. A Palace, there is no tenant anywhere. Like the golden crown of the queen, she also has the same crown- not gold, but the light of the moon.The girl can no longer understand.How everything is confused.No one can understand her. When there is a problem in the human body,everyone sympathizes with her and when there is a problem in the mind,everyone moves away.The girl thinks and asks,"Is she really a human being? On the appearance of human name?A human can understand everything.He can do everything that he want.But she can't.No,she can't be a human.She asks her Lord if she could get some power to be a human.It will be fine to her.She will be a great human and will solve all problems.Like a supergirl.A supergirl!she thinks.Suddenly a dog called.The girl thought it was time.But she doesn't know what.She can't look at her eyes anymore,as if she is crying.She becomes cold.Her arms and legs become stiff.The fever may have increased.Suddenly she sees a star in the sky.Her Lord may have assured her that everything will be fine.Her arms and legs become stiffer.There is no more night left.She gets relief from her suffering.But who knew that frozen body would not bind all her release.Does she knows?....MAN IS NEVER HUMAN,DEATH IS HUMAN.