Submitted to: Contest #304

The Living Manuscript

Written in response to: "Write about someone who can only find inspiration (or be productive) at night."

Fantasy Horror Speculative

The first time it happened, Elias Graye woke to the clatter of keys.

This was not a dream but a real, rhythmic stuttering tap-tap-tap, then a steady roll, like rain on an old tin roof. He lay frozen in the dark, breath caught in his throat, barely daring to move. Moonlight slanted through the blinds in narrow stripes, striping his cluttered study with pale ribbons. The sound was unmistakable, the steady clatter of his old typewriter echoing softly in the quiet room.

He hadn't touched it in years, since the girl died and long before The Hollow Light fell into the wrong hands.

The fan had been young, twenty, maybe. She called the novel a revelation, insisting it spoke directly to her soul. Her suicide note was laced with passages from the book. "I want to be with them," she'd written, meaning the characters. Elias hadn't known her personally, but the grief still came anyway, fast and choking. The headlines blamed the story, and the media quickly blamed him for the tragedy, fueling public outrage.

The worst pain came from Mara, his partner, his first reader, the woman who had whispered the very first sentence of The Hollow Light while curled beside him in bed.

"If your words can reach someone that deeply," she had said, her voice trembling with tears, "then they matter more than you realize. But you ran from them, anyway."

She left the next week.

Since then, Elias had not written a single word, not for publication, nor even a line for himself. Every time he tried, a coil of guilt tightened in his throat, freezing his hand before the ink could flow. He believed his words were poison, dangerous and harmful to anyone who dared read them.

Until tonight.

The room's air felt colder than usual, while his skin prickled with uneasy anticipation.

He moved barefoot across the creaking wooden floor toward the desk, crouched in the corner like something sentient, waiting. His tall, gaunt frame cast long shadows in the moonlight as he bent forward, graying hair falling across his hollow cheeks. His fingers searched blindly until they found the lamp switch on the edge of the desk. When he flipped it, the bulb flared a dim orange glow, casting flickering shadows across the cluttered room.

The typewriter sat still.

No paper on the platen. No keys depressed. No sign of use.

The ashtray was full, not with cigarette ash, since Elias hadn't smoked a single cigarette since Mara left, but with fine, dark dust that clung stubbornly to the curled edges of freshly typed pages stacked beside it.

His name was typed at the top of the first page.

"By Elias Graye."

He didn't remember writing a single word.

Yet he read.

The prose was hypnotic. Lyrical. Raw. Bleeding with images that burned with painful recognition, a corridor of flickering candles, a girl in a hospital gown, whispering lines from The Hollow Light, the blind archivist with milk-white eyes, cataloging not dreams, but regrets.

Corin appeared in every story. Sometimes in the background. Sometimes muttering to Elias's protagonists in riddles.

"You are not the author," he said in one story, pausing beside a grave made of clocks. "You are the pen."

Corin.

Not just a character.

A memory.

He had been Elias's first protagonist, from a novel Elias never finished, never published. A manuscript from his early twenties, buried in rejection and shame. Corin had been curious, earnest, raw. Before ambition. Before acclaim. Before Elias learned what sold.

And now he was back.

Elias wrote again the next night.

Or rather, he woke again, to a fresh stack, bearing timestamps from 12:03 AM to 3:33 AM. Each time, he remembered nothing. Each time, the words cut deeper.

His fingers trembled as he held the fresh pages. Breath caught, throat tight. The words clawed at the walls of his mind, dredging the girl's voice, Mara's sorrow, the crushing weight of guilt. The shadows in the room stretched closer, accusing. Panic pressed down.

No.

He could not face it.

He crumpled the pages, heart hammering. Without thinking, he struck a match. Flames flickered to life, devouring the fragile sheets. He watched the blackened ash fall like snow on the floorboards.

"It's just words," he said hoarsely. "Nothing but words."

He shoved the manuscript behind the loose panel of the desk and slammed it shut. Tonight, the secrets would stay buried.

But Elias felt hollow. Each morning, he awoke with ink beneath his fingernails and a metallic taste on his tongue, like he'd bitten down on a penny. He tried to write by day, sat at the kitchen table, sunlight on his hands, pen trembling, but the page stayed blank. The sun made everything brittle. Forced. Useless.

So he unplugged the typewriter.

The next morning, there were seven new pages.

He removed the ribbon.

Ten pages the night after.

He burned the ribbon.

The writing continued. Darker. More vivid. The characters stopped speaking in metaphor. One said, "We are older than ink. You are soft clay."

Desperate, Elias tore at the desk, prying drawers and yanking at the warped back until his fingernails split. Behind the loose panel, he found it.

A manuscript.

Bound with string, yellowed at the edges. The title, scrawled in his own unmistakable hand,

The Last Story Elias Will Ever Write

The first line,

He did not know he was writing his own end.

The story followed a man named Elias who had inherited a haunted desk once owned by an author who died mid-sentence. Fiction bent in on itself, word by word, until Elias became the protagonist. It mirrored his life with uncanny precision. The Hollow Light. The girl. Mara. Every line dug deeper, dredging guilt like silt from the bottom of his soul.

As he read deeper into the manuscript, the very air around him began to shift. The familiar scent of old paper and ink grew stronger, almost intoxicating. The walls seemed to breathe with the rhythm of his reading.

Then the room changed.

Bookshelves bent impossibly inward. Walls receded like tidewater, revealing corridors of unfinished stories. Candles flickered to life without flame. The desk groaned and folded outward, transforming into a massive stone arch. Elias hesitated at the threshold, feeling the pull of something vast and unknowable beyond. Then, as if compelled by forces beyond his control, he stepped through, and into the Living Manuscript.

The world he entered pulsed with ink. Entire wings of the space formed and unformed depending on what he remembered, denied, or tried to forget. One hallway smelled of hospital antiseptic and was lined with mirrors that whispered lines he had once cut. Rooms wailed until he wrote something inside them. Other doors opened onto scenes from abandoned drafts. Characters stood in corners, waiting.

In one chamber, he came face to face with a younger version of himself, proud, early-career Elias, full of metaphor and ambition.

"You made them love suffering," the younger Elias said. "You wrapped pain in poetry."

"I was trying to be honest," Elias said.

"You were trying to be admired."

He moved on.

A spiral staircase led him downward into a chamber built of manuscripts. In the center stood a jury box. And there they waited, the characters. The forgotten, the maimed, the abandoned. Each bore the wounds of unfinished arcs. One woman's mouth was sewn shut mid-monologue. A boy's limbs ended in brushstrokes.

At the judge's bench stood Corin, robed in ink, clutching a ledger.

"I call Elias Graye," he intoned, "to stand trial for crimes of narrative abandonment, glorified tragedy, and the negligent construction of lives."

Elias tried to speak, but the gavel rang.

"Let us begin with The Hollow Light. Did you not write a girl who believed love meant sacrifice, and then abandon her in the second act?"

"I didn't know," Elias whispered. "I didn't know anyone would, "

"You knew," Corin said. "You hoped someone would listen. And when they did, you ran."

The girl appeared. Pale, ethereal, a hospital bracelet still encircling her thin wrist. She did not speak, only stood at the edge of the court, fingers brushing candlelight.

Elias sank to his knees.

"What do you want from me?"

"Truth," Corin said. "Not fiction. Not flourish. Just truth."

Elias rose, the weight of years pressing down on his shoulders. When he spoke, his voice trembled but carried a new resolve.

"I never meant to hurt her. I longed to say something that truly mattered. But I lost my way. I let the praise blind me. I stopped listening. I stopped seeing the people behind the page."

He paused, looking directly at the girl, then at each character in turn.

"I turned suffering into art without honoring the reality of pain. I created beauty from anguish but forgot that real people would carry that anguish home with them."

Corin watched him, unreadable.

"And now?" he asked.

Elias looked at the girl. Then to the crowd of characters. His gaze shifted to a doorway at the rear of the courtroom, where Mara stood as a silent witness to everything.

"I want to do what I never did," he said, "Listen. Answer. Write not to earn praise, but to be remembered. To repair."

The courtroom began to dissolve around them, characters fading like morning mist. But their eyes, understanding, forgiving, remained with him as the world shifted once more.

He awoke at the desk.

Pages lay before him.

The final scene was blank.

Slowly, Elias reached for the pen. His hand no longer trembled. The weight of responsibility felt different now, not a burden, but a sacred trust.

He did not write Elias Graye.

Instead, he wrote a new title,

Letter to Those Who Were Left Behind.

The page went quiet.

The clattering stopped.

And this time, Elias wrote until dawn.

Posted May 25, 2025
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