Crime Drama Fiction

This story contains themes or mentions of physical violence, gore, or abuse.

The first bullet had missed by inches. Not that it mattered. The second didn’t.

Elias Harper collapsed in the snow, the high beam from his truck casting his falling body in an unnatural white. His wife, June, stood beside the road, the gun still warm in her gloved hands, her breath rising in sharp little clouds.

She didn’t shake. Not yet. That would come later, when the fire in her chest gave way to the collapse of everything else.

Earlier that week, June had sat across from the sheriff, nursing a styrofoam cup of diner coffee. “You’re not going to find who did it,” she said flatly. “And even if you did… you wouldn’t do a damn thing.”

The sheriff had sighed, leaning back in his chair. “I know you’re angry, June. But if you take this into your own hands… it won’t bring her back.”

She hadn’t answered. Her fingers had curled around the cup like she could crush it.

Two months ago, her daughter Ava had vanished from the edge of Pineglass Lake. Just gone. Midday. Kayak tethered. Book splayed open. June and Elias had torn the woods apart before the police arrived. For weeks, June hadn’t slept longer than two hours at a time, replaying every second leading up to Ava’s disappearance like there might be a glitch in the memory. Something she missed.

The search had gone cold. People moved on. But June kept watching.

She found the first clue by accident — a photo posted online of Elias at a cabin he said he’d never been to. Then a second: a bill in his jacket, dated two weeks before Ava vanished, from a hardware store a hundred miles west.

When she confronted him, he didn’t deny it.

“She was going to ruin everything,” he had whispered. “You don’t understand. I had to—she—she found the letters.”

“What letters?”

He didn’t answer. Only cried. And later, when she told him she forgave him — when she lay beside him in bed, kissed his temple, said she’d find a way through it — he slept soundly.

She didn’t.

It wasn’t justice she wanted.

It was silence.

She held the gun in her hand for three days before she used it. Slept with it under her pillow. Drove with it under the seat. She told herself she’d forgive him, that she’d go to therapy, say the words aloud and try to believe them.

But each time she walked past Ava’s empty room, past the little dreamcatcher still swinging from the ceiling fan, the option of forgiveness felt like swallowing glass.

So, she didn’t forgive him.

She killed him.

And she buried the body where he’d left Ava’s.

The days that followed were clean. Too clean. No cops. No questions. No gnawing guilt. June bought groceries. Answered emails. Paid the electric bill. The silence was almost comfortable — like walking barefoot across snow you knew would never melt.

But her sister, Lena, knew something was off.

“You’re not crying anymore,” Lena said over dinner, stabbing a piece of chicken like it had insulted her.

“I ran out,” June said.

Lena tilted her head. “You forgive him?”

June shook her head.

“But you’re okay?”

June took a sip of wine. “I’m okay.”

Weeks passed. June resumed work at the vet clinic. She cleared out Ava’s bedroom. Filed for probate. Changed the locks. Everyone around her commented on her strength — the quiet, composed woman who had lost everything and still kept going.

She donated to missing children’s charities. Lit a candle each night. Sang Ava’s favorite lullaby once a week, alone in her car, until the tears came like ritual.

But beneath all of it was the cold hard truth.

Forgiveness had been a mountain. Revenge had been a lever.

Then came the letter.

Typed. No return address. Delivered by hand.

I know what you did. You chose the wrong person to bury secrets with.

Inside the envelope was a photograph of June kneeling beside Elias’s grave. Dated.

June became paranoid. She set up cameras around the property. She stopped sleeping again. The shadows that once retreated now seemed to follow. Someone had been in her home — she could feel it. A pillow shifted. A teacup washed. One drawer open when she was sure she had closed it.

Lena noticed.

“You’re not okay,” she said.

“I am,” June insisted.

“You’re not eating. You’re jumping at shadows.”

“I made peace with what I did.”

“You didn’t. You made a deal with it.”

The next letter didn’t come in the mail.

It was spray-painted across her garage door.

Murderer.

June fell to her knees in the snow, fingers clawing at the letters like she could erase them with pain alone. The cold didn’t matter. The blood on her hands didn’t matter. She had chosen this.

And now someone else had, too.

Sitting in the bathtub that night, the water long gone cold, June thought of forgiveness again. What it might’ve cost.

She could’ve turned Elias in. Let the justice system fail or succeed. Lived the rest of her life knowing she had done what was right. But she hadn’t wanted right.

She had wanted punishment.

And now, she was being punished in return.

There was only one way to end it.

She found the motel listed on the back of the photo, traced the vendor who developed the film, followed the breadcrumb trail until it led to someone she hadn’t expected.

Sheriff Mallory.

The same man who’d told her revenge wasn’t the answer.

He didn’t look surprised to see her. “Told you forgiveness was the harder road.”

“You were watching me?”

He sighed. “You’re not the first to think a bullet makes grief easier to carry.”

“So what now?”

“That depends on you.”

June didn’t speak for a long time.

Then she opened her purse and placed the revolver between them on the table. Loaded.

“You want to punish me?” she asked.

“No,” he said. “I want to see if you’ll ever punish yourself.”

And he left.

June sat alone. Snow melting off her boots. Gun between her hands. Forgiveness was still an option.

But she didn’t take it.

She got up. Walked to her car. And drove into the night.

Months later, the vet clinic was sold. June’s home, boarded up. Her car, found in another state.

But no one ever found her.

Just a single note in Ava’s room, written in June’s handwriting:

“I crossed a line that can’t be uncrossed. But maybe some lines should stay that way.”

Posted May 19, 2025
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