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Contemporary Fiction

There is a peculiar silence that fills a room when you’ve gotten everything you ever wanted. Not a peaceful, contented silence, but one that looms, heavy and unrelenting. For Jenny, it had settled in the moment she stood at the top of her world, an invisible weight that seemed to press against her chest.

Jenny had dreamed of this moment for years. She stood at the pinnacle of the New Horizon Tower, the tallest building in the city, overlooking everything below. Her reflection shimmered in the glass, framed by the orange hues of the setting sun. Her tailored black suit, the emblem of power, hugged her like a second skin. Jenny was CEO of TechX Solutions, a company she had built from nothing. She had wealth beyond imagination, influence that reached across industries, and respect from her peers that bordered on reverence. She had won.

And yet, the silence.

It lingered, thick and suffocating, like the space between breaths. It seeped into the corners of the room, filling the space around her, despite the constant hum of the city below. It wasn’t the absence of sound that unnerved her, but the absence of something more profound, something she hadn’t expected to miss.

"Ms. Sinclair," a voice cut through the silence, though it didn’t quite dispel it. Aaron, her assistant, stood at the doorway, tablet in hand. His brow was furrowed, eyes darting between her and the glowing screen, as if even he could sense the emptiness in the room.

"What is it?" she asked, her voice cool and controlled, yet beneath it, the silence pressed in again, clinging to the edges of her words.

"Your meeting with the board is in fifteen minutes. They’re expecting you.”

She nodded. "I’ll be there shortly.”

Aaron hesitated, the briefest pause where silence stretched again between them, as though the room had swallowed his next words. Then, he left, the door closing with a soft click that echoed far longer than it should have. Jenny was alone once more, the silence reasserting itself immediately, heavier now.

She turned back to the view, feeling the weight of the world beneath her feet shift, though the building stood still. She should be happy. She had clawed her way to the top, survived every betrayal, every sleepless night, every setback. She had sacrificed. She had bled for this. And yet, something gnawed at her, a strange hollowness that the silence seemed to emphasize, like an unspoken price she hadn’t fully calculated.

Her phone buzzed, a brief reprieve from the stillness. It was a message from her younger sister, Barbara — a name she hadn’t seen on her screen in over a year.

Barbara- When are you going to visit Mom? We need to talk.

Jenny stared at the message, her fingers hovering over the screen. When was the last time she had seen Barbara? They used to be close, inseparable even. But Barbara had never understood the life Jenny had chosen, the ambition that had driven her to the heights she now stood on. Barbara had stayed behind in their small town, taking care of their ailing mother, while Jenny had gone off to conquer the world.

She typed a quick response- I’m busy. We’ll talk later.

As soon as she hit send, the silence returned, deeper now, almost resentful of the brief interruption. The quiet felt alive, like it was waiting for her to acknowledge it, to accept it as part of her life now. She brushed off the unsettling feeling and made her way to the meeting room.

The boardroom was a sleek, sterile space — steel, glass, and polished marble. The senior executives of the company were already seated when she entered, their expressions masks of professionalism. Jenny greeted them, her voice cutting through the air, but the silence lurked beneath, waiting. The meeting began as most did — discussions of profit margins, new partnerships, strategic directions. Jenny spoke with ease, her voice steady, confident. She knew how to command a room, how to bend people to her will with words and poise.

But halfway through her presentation, the silence slipped back in, filling the pauses between her sentences, stretching the moments when she wasn’t speaking. It was oppressive, a reminder of something she couldn’t quite shake. The room felt stifling, even though the air conditioning hummed quietly in the background. Her throat felt dry, and that strange nausea returned, stronger now, a dull ache that radiated through her core.

"Are you alright, Ms. Sinclair?" one of the board members asked, concern flickering across his face.

Jenny paused, gripping the edge of the table. The silence hung between them for a beat too long. She waved her hand dismissively. "I’m fine. Let’s continue.”

But even as she spoke, the silence seemed to press in harder, coiling around her words, making them feel hollow, as if they didn’t quite matter anymore.

The meeting concluded, but as soon as she returned to her office, the ache in her chest intensified, the silence clinging to her like a shadow. She sank into her chair, the quiet enveloping her. Her phone buzzed again. Another message from Barbara.

Barbara- Jenny, this can’t wait. She’s getting worse.

Jenny stared at the screen, the words blurring slightly. She had known for months that her mother’s health was deteriorating, but there had always been another deal, another meeting, another project. Jenny had told herself there would be time later. But now, the silence seemed to taunt her, reminding her that time was running out.

With trembling fingers, she set the phone down, the sound of it hitting the desk almost deafening in the quiet room. The silence seemed to pulse now, like a living thing, feeding on her uncertainty.

The next morning, Jenny sat in the sterile, white office of Dr. Greiner, her personal physician. The tests had been quick, efficient, but the silence followed her here too, clinging to the sterile air, filling the spaces between her breaths. Dr. Greiner entered, her face a calm mask of professionalism, but even her words were wrapped in the silence that now seemed to define every moment of Jenny’s life.

"Ms. Sinclair," Dr. Greiner began, her voice gentle, cutting through the silence, but only for a moment. "We need to talk.”

Jenny’s heart raced. She had faced down billion-dollar deals, hostile takeovers, and vicious competitors, but this silence, this oppressive quiet that followed the doctor’s words, was something else entirely.

"We’ve run several tests, and I’m afraid it’s serious. You have a rare genetic disorder. It’s progressed far more quickly than we anticipated.”

The silence stretched out again, a beat longer than it should have, her mind struggling to catch up to the doctor’s words.

"How long?”

"A year, maybe two, at best.”

Two years. The words felt like they should’ve shattered the silence, but instead, they seemed to deepen it, echoing in her mind, bouncing around in the hollow spaces of her life.

Jenny left the office without a word. The silence followed her.

The boardroom, already sterile and sleek with its cold glass and steel, felt even more barren as silence clawed its way into the spaces between sentences. Jenny listened to the CFO drone on about projections and market trends, but the words barely registered. She had grown adept at masking her thoughts behind a poised expression, nodding at the right moments, offering concise input. But the quiet had snuck into her mind, muting the significance of every chart, every figure, every triumphant number they presented. The room was full of people, her top executives, trusted confidants, but all she could hear was that same, dull silence filling the spaces between their words.

"Ms. Sinclair?" A voice cut through the fog, piercing her isolation. It was one of the board members, leaning forward, concern etched on his face. "Is everything alright?”

For a moment, everything seemed to hang in the air. The hum of the projector, the shuffling of papers, the soft click of a pen against the table — all sounds that were swallowed by the suffocating silence. Jenny blinked, forcing herself to respond, though her voice felt far away.

"Yes," she said, her voice sharp and steady, as though she could cut through the silence with her words alone. "Let's continue.”

The meeting pressed on, but the silence clung to her like a shadow, reminding her of just how hollow her achievements felt. Even when Aaron came to her with the latest reports, even when the numbers showed record growth, there was no victory in it. There was no satisfaction. Only the sound of her heels echoing through the empty corridors, the dull hum of her phone, the faint rustle of papers being signed. All of it felt distant. Detached.

It wasn’t until later that evening, when Jenny sat in her office alone, that the silence truly overwhelmed her. The ache in her chest had grown, intensifying with each passing hour, and the quiet now felt like a physical weight pressing down on her. She stared out at the city below, her own reflection in the window ghostly against the vibrant lights beyond.

Then her phone buzzed again. Barbara.

Jenny didn’t have to read the message to know what it said. The same nagging, persistent reminders that had followed her for weeks now, always calling her back to something she had long abandoned. Family. Home. The noise of it all was almost more than she could bear, yet here, even in the company of her sister’s pleas, the silence was louder than ever.

She picked up the phone, fingers hovering over the screen. She could hear the silence again — this time between her breaths, in the gaps of every heartbeat. It reminded her that even with all the power, all the wealth, she stood at the top alone.

Jenny- I’m coming home.

The silence after she pressed send was almost deafening, but for the first time in years, it didn’t feel like a void. It felt like a step. Like something had shifted. And with that shift, a fragile sense of relief, small but noticeable, began to settle in her chest.

She hadn’t yet conquered the silence, but for now, at least, it was no longer her only companion.

September 14, 2024 19:41

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Mary Bendickson
17:04 Sep 17, 2024

Using silence as the villian. Very immersive. And it led her to the only cure.

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