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The dew was still heavy on the tomato vines when Samuel stepped into the garden, his worn canvas shoes darkening with moisture. Forty-three years of tending this plot had taught him to read the morning like scripture—which plants needed water, which were ready for harvest, which whispered secrets only he and Margaret could understand.

"Look at you beauties," he murmured, cradling a cluster of Cherokee Purples in his weathered palm. "Margaret always said you'd be the stars of the show." The tomatoes released their earthy perfume as he placed them gently in the wicker basket. Solanum lycopersicum, Margaret would have corrected with a smile. She'd never let him forget the proper names, not even for the humble vegetables.

The basket filled slowly—carrots with their feathery tops still attached, herbs that released their oils at his touch, the last of the summer squash. Everything perfect for their anniversary dinner. Forty-three years today, and he'd promised her something special.

"I'm making your favourite," he called toward the house as he climbed the back steps. "The ratatouille with the herbs from our patch." The kitchen door creaked its familiar greeting, and he set the basket on the counter beside her favourite wooden spoons. She'd worn the handles smooth over decades of stirring, seasoning, tasting.

"Doctor Morrison said you need to keep your strength up," Samuel continued, running water over the vegetables. "So I'm going to spoil you properly today." He glanced toward the ceiling, where he imagined she was resting in their bed, saving energy for their celebration dinner.

The onions came first, their papery skins crackling under his fingers. The knife work was slower now—arthritis in his knuckles—but precise. Margaret had taught him that good cooking started with patience, with respect for each ingredient.

"Remember our first kitchen?" he asked the quiet house. "That shoebox apartment on Maple Street with the two-burner stove. You had those little herb pots on the windowsill—basil, oregano, that stubborn thyme that never quite thrived." He scraped the diced onions into the heavy Dutch oven; the same one they'd received as a wedding gift. "You said you dreamed of having proper soil under your fingernails someday."

The oil shimmered in the pot, accepting the onions with a gentle sizzle. Samuel stirred slowly, watching them soften and turn translucent. The aroma filled the kitchen, carrying him back to their first house hunt, Margaret's insistence on checking every backyard, every southern exposure.

"You were so particular," he chuckled, adding the carrots. "Remember that little place on Elm? Perfect kitchen, good price, but you took one look at that shaded lot and said, 'Samuel, we can't grow anything but mushrooms back there.' I thought you were being dramatic." He paused, tasting the mixture. "You were right, of course. You always were."

The vegetables surrendered their moisture to the heat, their edges caramelizing. He added the squash, then the tomatoes, their skins splitting to release summer's concentrated sweetness. This was how Margaret had taught him—layer by layer, building flavours like they'd built their life together.

"Those early years were lean, weren't they?" he said, crushing fresh basil between his palms before adding it to the pot. "But we ate like royalty every night. Your vegetable garden kept us fed when my salary barely kept us housed." The memory was sharp as the herb's perfume: Margaret on her knees in the dirt, him beside her with his inexpert hands, learning to read the soil's needs.

"You were so patient with me," he continued, adding oregano and thyme. "I couldn't tell a weed from a seedling, but you never made me feel foolish. 'Plants teach you their language,' you'd say. 'You just have to listen.'" He stirred the pot, watching the herbs distribute their essence. "I learned to listen, didn't I? For you."

The timer on the stove ticked steadily as the ratatouille simmered. Samuel prepared the salad greens—tender lettuce they'd grown from seed, arugula with its peppery bite, baby spinach that had thrived in the spring's cool weather. Each leaf was perfect, unmarked by pests or disease. Their garden had become legendary in the neighbourhood, people stopping on their evening walks to admire the neat rows, the abundant harvest.

"Mrs. Chen asked me yesterday how we keep the aphids away," he said, tearing the lettuce into manageable pieces. "I told her our secret—you talking to them every morning, telling them how beautiful they were." He smiled at the memory. "She thought I was joking, but you and I knew better. Plants respond to love, don't they?"

The salad bowl filled with green abundance. Samuel drizzled his own vinaigrette—olive oil, vinegar, a touch of honey from the hives they'd kept for three seasons before the city regulations changed. Margaret had been heartbroken about the bees, but she'd found other ways to attract pollinators. The garden had adapted, as it always did under her guidance.

"Retirement was supposed to be our time," he said, checking the ratatouille's progress. The vegetables had melded into a rich, rustic stew, each element distinct yet harmonious. "All those years of weekend gardening, of stealing hours after work to tend the tomatoes. Finally, we had whole days to spend with our hands in the soil."

He remembered their first retirement spring—the elaborate plans they'd made over winter catalogues, the greenhouse they'd built together, her excitement over heirloom varieties he'd never heard of. Black Krim tomatoes, Dragon Tongue beans, Glass Gem corn that looked like stained glass windows. Margaret had researched each variety, learning their histories, their specific needs.

"You turned our backyard into a botanical garden," he said, stirring the pot one final time. "People would drive by just to see what we were growing. Remember that reporter from the Tribune? She called you 'The Tomato Whisperer.'" The title had embarrassed Margaret, but Samuel had been proud. His wife, the woman who could make anything grow.

The kitchen timer chimed, and Samuel turned off the heat. The ratatouille would need to rest, to let the flavours marry. Just like Margaret had taught him. "Patience, Samuel," she'd always said. "Good things need time to come together."

He moved to the pantry, retrieving the special ingredients Margaret had insisted on for their anniversary meals. The jar of capers she'd ordered from France, the aged balsamic that cost more than they used to spend on groceries in a week. His fingers found the small glass vial tucked behind the spices, the one she'd prepared with such careful attention to detail.

"You were so thorough," he murmured, holding the vial up to the light. The liquid inside was clear, almost like water, but he knew better. Margaret had taught him about the dangerous beauties in their garden—the foxglove with its purple bells, the castor beans with their glossy seeds, the oleander that bloomed so cheerfully along their fence.

"Knowledge is safety," she'd said during those last weeks, her voice thin but determined. "I want you to know about all of them, Samuel. The healing ones and the harmful ones. Promise me you'll be careful." She'd made him repeat the names, the identifying features, the proper preparations. A lifetime of botanical study compressed into urgent whispers.

Samuel set two places at their dining table, the good china they saved for special occasions. Margaret's favourite water glass, the one with the tiny chip they'd never bothered to replace. Her cloth napkin, pressed and folded the way she preferred. The arrangement looked perfect, waiting for their anniversary celebration.

"Margaret," he called toward the stairs. "Dinner's ready, love."

The house absorbed his voice without echo, the silence settling around him like a familiar blanket. He wasn't surprised she didn't answer—she'd been sleeping so much lately, conserving her energy. The treatments had been exhausting, but she'd been so hopeful, so determined to see their garden through another season.

He served the ratatouille onto both plates, the vegetables glistening with their own juices. The salad followed, then the warm bread he'd baked that morning. Everything looked abundant, celebratory. A feast worthy of their years together.

Samuel took his seat across from Margaret's empty chair, raising his water glass in a toast. "To forty-three years of the most beautiful garden two people ever grew," he said to the quiet kitchen. The words felt right, even without her voice to answer.

"I kept my promise," he continued, setting down his glass. "I've tended everything, just like you asked. The roses you planted are finally blooming—those David Austin varieties you special-ordered. The vegetable garden is producing more than I can possibly eat. Everything you touched is thriving."

He took a bite of the ratatouille, savouring the complexity Margaret had taught him to build. The flavours were perfect, each vegetable contributing its unique character to the whole. She would have been proud.

"Three months now," he said quietly, his fork pausing midway to his mouth. "Three months since you left me here with all this beauty." The admission felt like a weight lifting from his chest. "I've been talking to you every day, telling you about the garden's progress. Neighbours think I'm managing well, but they don't understand. Gardens need two gardeners, don't they?"

The evening light slanted through the kitchen window, illuminating their view of the backyard. Every bed was perfectly maintained, every plant healthy and vigorous. The greenhouse gleamed in the golden hour, its glass panels reflecting the sunset. It was their masterpiece, their shared creation, their legacy.

Samuel reached into his pocket and withdrew the small vial Margaret had prepared. She'd been so methodical, so careful in her instructions. "From the foxglove," she'd whispered. "Beautiful but dangerous. Like life itself."

"You taught me everything," he said, unscrewing the vial's cap. "How to read the soil, how to nurture seeds, how to harvest at the perfect moment." He added the contents to his water glass, watching the clear liquid accept its new ingredient without protest. "Even this."

The mixture was tasteless, as Margaret had promised. Samuel drank deeply, then set the glass aside. The ratatouille still steamed on his plate, the salad crisp and fresh. He ate slowly, savouring each bite, watching the light fade over their garden.

"I couldn't tend it without you," he said to Margaret's empty chair. "Forty-three years of growing things together, and I never learned to do it alone." The kitchen was growing dim, but he didn't reach for the light switch. The garden was visible through the window, perfectly maintained, eternally beautiful.

"Thank you for teaching me," he whispered, his words carrying across the years of shared mornings, shared harvests, shared dreams. "For all of it."

The last light faded from the sky, and Samuel sat peacefully at their table, surrounded by the abundance they'd created together. Outside, the garden waited for tomorrow's dawn, patient and perfect, ready to yield its secrets to whoever had the wisdom to listen.

Posted Jul 01, 2025
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