Another world

Ring Ring!!

Hey babe what is up? Not much just handling business, like always, any plans for the weekend?

Wow Jamal you have time to hang out with me for once in your life?

I am sorry no need to get rude, you know I can not have you around when I am getting into business, please you know if I was a female I would be there with you and your boyz, don't lie, I am getting tried, of being a second thought. We have been together for 7 years, and I have no clue how your boyz, do not know this.

Babe I keep telling you even if you were a woman, I would not want you around my boyz and me when we are handling business.

Jamal you know you guys are not always running the game, and sometimes your boys have their women around when you are not actually selling drugs, so tell me again it is because you are just trying to keep me save.

I wish you would man up and just say out loud you are in love with a man, and you are gay, but that will never happen, I feel like I am just waiting my time and I hate wasting time, just tell me now what is it that you actually want.

Look Tom, it is saver, if you are not around here, they are not that kind to our kind, I am sorry if you think I am being selfish but I really am keeping you save, but it is getting harder to lie to the boyz, they keep asking why I keep turning down all these women that they have introduced me to.

Either way babe I really miss you and I want to hang this weekend if you are free. Love you and miss you Tom.

Honesty Jamal I don’t know I might meet you, but you play with my heart way to much, and I am really getting sick and tired of it, I even heard from the grape vine, that you have been seeing a trans women, because you want someone that can pass around your boyz, and don't lie, I saw the pictures of you can Kendra locking lips, and I am upset I wasted 7 years of my life with you, I just can not do it anymore, so I might be free for you on the weekend, but why not just Kendra you know you love the idea of fooling your so called boyz.

Funny Jamal you went silent, so I guess it was all true I just called you out on.

Tom she was doing me a favour. I asked her to go on a few dates with me to get my boyz off my back, I could not let them find out I am in love with you.

Your life would be in danger if they found out, please babe, do not read more into this, then need be, I would never cheat on you on purpose, I just couldn’t live with myself if they hurt you, please babe forgive me.

I swear you are always full of excuses, bye, Tommy do not go. Jamal, I told you do not call me that when your trying to make me do what you want bye.

Yoo boss we need to hit the streets, business is calling, yeah fam I am ready. Who are we meeting up with anyways Will? Yeah boss guy we are meeting is some new cat, that hit the street, and he is looking for protection, and to buy and bulk, so he will be good for business. Cool sounds good Will.

After this run though, I am taking this weekend off, so I need you to run things for a bit, yeah boss anytime, anything you need. Question boss are you meeting Tom?

What who is Tom? Will! Boss I know I saw you all, holding hands, and I know you were talking to him on the phone tonight and had a fight, because you are always upset afterwards. I never told anyone cause I know how they are, but you have always been good to me boss, when no one would hire me in the game, you took me on, and showed me the ropes, so I have your back, but I will say you need to figure things out, because I over heard Jonny and them talking about you and They don’t get why you are being so picky.

Thank Will for having my back, but I am meeting Tom this weekend, I was going to work things out, but to keep him and me safe, I am going to have to break it off with him, and it sadness me, I love him so much and we have been together for seven years, and I hate hiding him. Tom is the live of my life. I mean I dated women before, nothing and fooled around with other guys, and it meant nothing. I have no clue how I will live with out him, but I need to be strong.

Boss you need to do best for you, but I personally think you should just leave the game and be with Tom, that kind of love does not come along like that very often. I know Will. I guess we should go inside and meet this cat.

Hello, you must be Jamal yes, I am this is Will, and your name? My name is Rick. I am guessing Will told you want I need, yeah, he did, but it is going to cost you quite a bit, protection alone is $20,000 grand. Money is no option, I want the best and I hear you are the best, I don’t need to hear all the prices, just a yes to what I want and lets make a deal, Ok shake on it.

Ring Ring Ring!!

Hey babe you still mad? Are you free I can come pick you up now? Sure Jamal, I can make some time, ok cool, you free now, yeah why? Ok come on outside, I am already here, hoping you were free.

Hi Jamal thanks for trying to make an effort. Where did you want to go, how about the park you love you mean blue land? If so, I am game. Cool I figured you would be.

Jamal, I love this park thanks for taking me here, well I wanted to talk to you anyways Tom Why? What is wrong? Well I think we should end what we are doing. I love you, but I fear you will get hurt. Will knows and it is only a matter of time before others know.

Jamal, I thought you loved me, we shared two years of our life together. I get you are in the gangster life and your crew will never accept us, but just leave that life behind. You and I love each other. Gay love is still love, please do not leave.

Look Tom I told you this is over, I need to find me a woman, get married and have some children to take over my empire. You and I will never happen.

Tom, I need a finally kiss to say bye. No Jamal if I am not your first choose then I am not your last choose either, bye, I can not let you keep doing this to me.

Tom no!!!

Five year later.

Man why was I so stupid, I miss you so much Tom, I never found that wife I was looking for or start my family, because my family died when you jumped off that cliff. I brought your favored flowers. I will be back next year, bye for now my love.

By. Winston Ashe