Coming Home

The Light is coming.

Rhythmic at its core, flowing effortlessly throughout the universe it holds its own beliefs and spiritual laws, connected to both above and below simultaneously, sublime and supernal in its nature. Starlight and stardust, I am its physical form, not separate, but holding my own flavour and uniqueness within the structure of my true essence.

Light is the holder and messenger of grace, my grace, my awakening, my homecoming to the truth of my soul and the beginning of a new era of connection and heart opening love. Light beyond form, beaming brighter and flowering through my heart space, awakening the devi within, allowing my kundalini to rise and burst forth into higher consciousness, entrusted with the promise of embodiment of my soul through realisation, liberation and enlightenment.

For some this is a fantasy hidden in ignorance, separation and fear. For others it is the joy of wisdom, knowledge, devotion and certitude. To each their own path be true.

I am on a journey of growth, love and embodiment, a greater truth written in the stars eons ago for humanity and held by our earth elders, custodians and gatekeepers until I am ready. The time is now and the shift has begun.

The veil between worlds is dissipating as the universe lifts into a higher vibration and expression of love, exposing my missteps in its path for clearing as the light is the holder of love. It is pushing all negativity to the surface and into its light, an opportunity for redemption and change, if I choose. It’s a bumpy ride across the globe as an invisible ripple and wave reverberates throughout the field of humanity. As I lift and shift, I meet myself and my own resistance. It is a time for compassion, patience, tolerance and love say The Masters of Light. A time for faith, devotion and loving the unlovable as I loosen my grip and attachment to the past and all that was as I choose to allow in the new light of a new age, an Aquarian age of golden light and peace for all.

As the moon waxes and wanes, she holds the wisdom of the sun in her reflection. Through the tides of the oceans, in unison with the planetary alignments of ascension and process, there is always light, when I chose to see.

As I travel my journey from darkness to light, my higher soul is guiding the way. It knows my path, my learning, my evolution, whispering guidance if I dare to listen and follow.  There is more to life than I see bound within my DNA, unlocked from within the cells of my body with divine timing as a new awareness gains momentum and attracts my attention, turning my focus and attuning my gaze inward over time to my inner landscape and heart space needing the nurture of eternity.

As with the sun and the moon, day before night, darkness before light, and thought before action, I am on a continuous yet circular journey where at any moment the past can become my present as the spiral of life and universe converge to create another opportunity for awareness and growth. What will I do this time? It’s akin to an exam being passed or failed, moving on or further learning required for realisation, understanding and liberation. Have I changed, have I grown, will I do things differently, do I recognise the pattern and grace, do I understand the learning or am I still unconscious to its presence, worth and ultimate release.

The learning is different for all, I am never alone, I live in duality and understand each end of anything is a polarity and each experience constructed for my potential and growth. I can’t know one without the benefit of the other, happiness without sadness, grief without love, kindness without harshness, I am always learning and growing and holding a polarity be it positive or negative. It stays in place until I can set it free, allowing the two polarities to come back into balance with each other and create peace.

At the core of my being, I know we are all one, I am both the student and the teacher, balancing and releasing my karma as I go. Learning to love and let go of my judgements, hatred, harshness, criticism, blame and shame as my heart yearns and opens to more love, leaving the lines between head and heart to become a blur allowing discernment to set the confusion and doubt free with forgiveness.

The vastness of my past pales into insignificance within the light of the sun with the promise of unity, upliftment and unconditional love across my universe. A promise made by my soul long before my incarnation into this sacred life. A promise imbedded in my soul across all time and space into the multi-verse of all creation. I am not alone, I never have been, I never will be, I strive for peace, for my expression, my creativity, my love, my shadow as I open my heart to my inner light and pray it is with ease and grace.

I hear my soul whisper, “You are already love and light”, and to this I answer, yes.

I am being called into higher consciousness and unity, ready to shine my light into the darkness which exists still in my world, helping my fellow soul family and travellers caught within the hollowness of ego and fear. I am awakened to dismantle my own limitations, structures and projections of fear and negativity being fed into a world and humanity that has lost its way. I am being called to step up and lift myself out of hopelessness, reactiveness and fear. Pulling in instead the light of my higher soul and its wisdom, I hold my own answers, yet I feel the torment of feeling helpless and unworthiness of this grace.

“Call beloved, call your soul, call your guides who love you unconditionally for upliftment and expansion of consciousness, request all contracts, promises and vows that no longer serve you to be broken and set free, transmuted into love for now is the time for peace, light and love to enter the fore” whispers my soul and I obey.

I am being asked to look within to find my light in the depths of my heart and enter into the richness of its abundance and love. Love that my heart has been calling me to from the time of the birth of my soul and from the point of light held deep within, it is calling me home.

Unyielding and undeniable, I am a body of light, born of the stars and stardust, creation in form within the universe and more powerful than my imagination could possibly attest. I am the one who I have been searching for. The cosmic jewel hidden within, masking my light until I am ready, weaving my thoughts and beliefs into this life, bringing wisdom, challenge and change.

Do I skate on the surface of life, or do I dive deeply in with humility and allow myself to discover and surrender to a new truth and reality? The choice is always mine, birthed in the law of freewill. 

Many have come before me, I honour their tenacity and perseverance and many are still behind, yet to consciously walk their path. Let me reach out with my heart and hands in generosity and kindness to plant these seeds within humanity to find its peace and path home with ease and grace.

Rays of light stream onto the planet, uplifting hearts and raising consciousness, planting seeds for not only my future but that of humanity, connecting people to a new vibration and frequency as nature dances in the new light of each day, comforted in the knowledge that we are closing the gap to respect, love, discernment and truth.

I am fed by the light of the sun, digesting life with passion and a fire in my belly, the breath of the trees in my lungs, pure water sustaining my very existence and supported by a freewill choice in any given moment to be who I was always meant to be. 

The universe is filling me with light, it is shining on me and through me and returning me to a place of wholeness and love with the nurturing embrace and guidance of my beloved earth and teachers.

It is my own heart to which the light is returning in full, an expression of love and grace interwoven with the wisdom and connection of my full soul presence, braided with the embrace of divine timing, igniting my spirit and illuminating my heart and mind with a treasure trove of fulfilment and beauty that can only found within the brilliance and light of unconditional love and homecoming.

I surrender.

Om Namo Narayani