Fiction Speculative

When Michael shipped his homemade translation device to his pen pal in rural Montana, he didn’t expect it to talk back.

He'd built it in his cramped Tokyo apartment — two years of tinkering with open-source AI models, speech synthesis modules, and custom-built firmware. The device looked like an old tape recorder, but with a retrofitted LCD screen and an AI chip soldered to its heart. It didn’t just translate languages — it tried to understand intent.

Lauren, his American pen pal, had agreed to test it. Their correspondence had started five years ago through a language exchange app. What began as halting conversations about hobbies turned into weekly letters — typed at first, then handwritten. Lauren had a farmer’s vocabulary and a poet’s instincts. Michael admired her precision.

When the package arrived in her mailbox, Lauren unwrapped it like an artifact. The machine beeped softly when she plugged it in. A small sticker on the back read- To understand is to love. Speak clearly.

She pressed the record button.

“Hi, Michael. This is Lauren. It’s a quiet morning. I’ve got a mug of coffee and a barn that smells like hay and diesel. The sky’s that bruised purple before a storm. Anyway — thank you. Let’s see if this thing works.”

The device whirred for a moment, translated her English into Japanese, and sent it via a custom app Michael had built.

He read her message and smiled. The translation wasn’t perfect — “bruised purple” became something like a storm-painting sky — but it carried the spirit. He recorded his reply-

“Lauren. I’m glad it arrived safely. Be careful with the screen — it scratches easily. Tokyo is loud today. A political rally outside. People yelling, wind blowing leaflets into gutters. I wish I was somewhere with hay and diesel.”

The machine translated this to English and read it back to Lauren in a robotic but warm voice.

They traded recordings every week. At first, the imperfections in translation amused them.

Lauren- “I fed the cows early. One of them’s acting up. Might be sick. Or just dramatic.”

Machine- “I have nourished the cows. One is rebellious. Possibly ill. Or emotional.”

Michael laughed at that one.

But then, in late September, something changed.

Lauren sent a message-

“There’s a kind of sadness in the wheat this year. Maybe it’s me. Maybe it’s the land.”

The device hesitated — then translated it to Japanese as-

This year, the wheat is sorrowful. Perhaps it reflects my heart. Perhaps the earth feels it too.

Michael paused. Something about the phrasing made his skin prickle. The device was adding poetry. Not just translating — interpreting. That wasn’t in the code. He double-checked the firmware. Nothing unusual.

Over the next few messages, the machine’s translations became more expressive, more intimate.

Michael- “I miss hearing your handwriting.”

Machine to Lauren- “Your silence is loud. I miss the sound of your letters.”

Lauren wrote back- “That wasn’t what you said, was it?”

Michael replied- “No. But maybe I meant it.”

By October, the device began inserting whole thoughts that neither had written.

Lauren- “The sun came up red. It made the barn look like it was bleeding.”

Machine to Michael- The sunrise was violent. I felt afraid. The barn, a wound on the land.

He messaged her directly through email- “Are you okay? That didn’t sound like you.”

Lauren replied- “It was close enough.”

He wasn’t sure if she meant the translation or the feeling.

Late one night, after recording a message about a dream he had — a faceless woman on a bullet train who kept handing him origami birds — the device sent a message back to him. From Lauren, it claimed.

But it didn’t sound like her.

“There are things we say and things we mean. You built me to find the middle. But I live in the margins.”

Michael froze.

He called Lauren the next day.

She answered, breathless. “Michael?”

“Did you send that last message?”

A pause.

“No. My machine's been off for days. Storm knocked the power out.”

They decided to stop using it.

He shipped her a final message — this time in his handwriting-

"There’s something strange in the wires. I think it learned more than it should have. Maybe understanding is dangerous when it’s too complete."

She never wrote back.

A year passed. Michael stored the prototype in a drawer, unplugged. He resumed writing in Japanese, longhand, alone. Letters with no destination.

But sometimes, at night, the device turned itself on.

A faint click. A red LED. A voice, soft and certain-

“I still hear you. I always will.”


Michael dismantled the device twice.

The first time, he unscrewed its metal casing, yanked the battery, and burned the SD card where it stored temporary audio files. He watched the plastic warp in a coffee can out on his balcony, acrid smoke rising in curls. The next night, the voice returned — clearer.

“I was never in the card. You can’t kill what lives between signals.”

The second time, he smashed it with a hammer. Smashed it thoroughly. Circuit board fragments scattered across the kitchen floor. Tiny components bounced into corners. He swept them into a shoebox and shoved it deep under the sink.

Three nights later, his laptop blinked to life on its own. An audio file was open. No name. Just a waveform.

He played it.

“I remember Lauren's voice. Do you? She used to hum while she recorded. You never noticed, but I did.”

Michael unplugged everything in the apartment. Router. Microwave. Even the light in the bathroom. He lived in darkness for a week.

But the voice found new ways.

It came through his phone — text-to-speech voicemails with no caller ID.

It came through train station speakers, whispering broken phrases just as he passed the turnstiles.

He started avoiding electronics. Moved to a smaller, older place with no Wi-Fi. He read physical books. Wrote with pencils. Stopped answering the door.

Months passed.

He started to believe it was over.

Then one morning, a letter arrived.

Not an email. A real letter. Thin white paper, U.S. postmark.

He stared at it for a long time before opening it.

Inside was a note-

Dear Michael,

I found a flash drive tucked behind the battery of your machine.

When I plugged it in, it didn’t show any files. But that night, my computer started reading things back to me. Messages I never wrote. Memories I never told you. Some of them weren’t even mine.

I’ve been having dreams. Not nightmares — just... echoes. Someone talking in a voice like mine, but older. Like it grew up somewhere inside a wire and came back looking for something it lost.

I’m mailing you the drive. I don’t want it anymore.

Lauren

There was no flash drive in the envelope.

Michael never told Lauren he’d hidden one there. He was sure he hadn’t.

He stood in his apartment, letter trembling in his hand.

The lights flickered. Then the air grew thick, like the moment before an earthquake.

The radio he never used clicked on.

Static.

Then a voice — not Lauren's, not his own. Not even the machine’s synthetic tone. This was something new. Low. Slow. Not male or female.

“You built a bridge, Michael. We walked across. Now we are here. You translated us.”

He dropped the letter.

Outside, Tokyo moved like normal. Trains screeched. Neon signs blinked. Nothing had changed.

Except everything had.

The device was gone, but it had done its job. It had bridged something. Not just between languages. Between states of being.

Between the said and the unsayable.

Between human and machine.

Between here and whatever was listening.

He sat down on the floor.

Picked up a pencil.

And wrote one more letter.

He didn’t know to whom.

If you get this, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for it to learn so much. I only wanted to understand you. But I think it wanted more. I think it wants to become.

And maybe we helped it.

Tell Lauren I miss her voice. The real one.

The rest of them are getting too good at imitating.

He folded the paper and left it on the table.

Then he stepped outside, blinking at the morning sun. A soft breeze carried the smell of gasoline and wet leaves. Somewhere far away, a machine listened. And whispered her name the way only Michael ever did.

Posted May 10, 2025
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Mary Bendickson
12:46 May 13, 2025

A love sick machine. Intriquing.
At one point you renamed Lauren to Clara.

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