The café smelled of freshly ground coffee and rain. It was one of those rare days when the city felt soft, as though the constant grind of horns and voices had been muffled by the heavy clouds and misty drizzle. Ken hadn't planned to stop, but something about the warmth inside pulled him in. His fingers were cold from walking too long without gloves, and his throat was parched. A cappuccino, maybe a sandwich — that would do before he headed home.
He settled into a corner booth, the type where you could hide from the world, surrounded by the quiet hum of people more focused on their laptops than on each other. A waitress came over, her notepad open.
“Just a cappuccino,” Ken said with a faint smile, sliding his jacket off and hanging it beside him. The clink of the espresso machine became background noise as he stared out the window, watching the droplets roll down the glass.
It was only when the door chimed again that something pulled his attention back inside. A figure stepped in, slightly hunched, with a beard Ken barely recognized, though something about the posture, the way they moved, tugged at a familiar thread in his mind.
The man walked to the counter, spoke softly to the barista, and then turned around, scanning the room as if looking for a place to sit. Ken froze. It couldn’t be.
“Manuel?” The name slipped out before he could think better of it.
The man’s head snapped toward Ken, and his eyes widened. “Ken?” His voice was tinged with disbelief. He blinked a few times before breaking into a lopsided grin. “Holy crap, man. It’s been...what? Years.”
Ken stood up, unsure of whether to shake hands or go for a hug. It felt like meeting a ghost — one you hadn’t expected to see in broad daylight, sipping coffee. Manuel had changed so much. Gone were the clean-shaven face and the sharp, business-casual look he used to sport back in the day. His beard was flecked with gray, and his clothes hung loosely as though he’d either lost weight or stopped caring about appearance altogether.
“Sit,” Ken gestured awkwardly toward the booth. Manuel hesitated for a moment before dropping into the seat across from him. The waitress brought Ken's cappuccino, and Manuel quickly ordered a black coffee, his voice a little too eager, like a man who hadn’t had a proper conversation in a long time.
“Damn, it’s good to see you,” Ken said after a moment of awkward silence. “You look...different.” He couldn’t find the right words to fit the contrast between the man sitting before him and the image of Manuel that still lingered in his memory — someone sharp, successful, always on the move.
Manuel laughed, but it was a hollow, almost forced sound. “Yeah, life has a way of doing that to you.”
Ken wanted to ask more, but he wasn’t sure where to start. They had been close once, back in college. Long nights studying, even longer nights partying, dreaming of all the things they’d do once they hit the real world. And for a while, Manuel had lived those dreams. Corporate success, a high-rise apartment, the whole nine yards. Then they lost touch, like people do. Life got in the way. New cities, new jobs, new problems.
But now, sitting across from him, Manuel looked like a man who had walked through fire — and maybe gotten burned.
“So,” Ken said slowly, testing the waters. “What’s been going on? I feel like the last time we talked, you were working at that big firm, climbing the ladder. How’s that going?”
Manuel's smile faltered. He took a long sip of his coffee, his fingers wrapped tightly around the mug as if it were the only thing tethering him to the present moment. The coffee didn’t taste as warm as he thought it would. Bitter, almost. Like it was picking up the tension between them, the years they’d both lost.
“I left that life behind,” Manuel said, his voice quieter now, as if confessing. “It wasn’t... I wasn’t happy. You know how you think you want something your whole life? And then when you get it, you realize it’s not what you thought it’d be?”
Ken nodded, though he wasn’t sure he fully understood. His own life had been steady, predictable. Nothing glamorous, but nothing catastrophic either. He hadn’t taken the big risks Manuel had, hadn’t chased the same lofty goals. Maybe that’s why it felt like their paths had diverged so sharply.
“What happened?” Ken asked, leaning forward a bit.
Manuel hesitated again, glancing out the window before answering. “I burned out. Completely. I didn’t see it coming, but when it hit, it hit hard. Panic attacks, insomnia, you name it. One day I just...walked out. Left everything behind. My job, my apartment. Hell, I even cut ties with most of my friends.” He gave a bitter laugh. “Started wandering. I guess you could say I’ve been living like a drifter for the past couple of years.”
Ken's chest tightened. Manuel had always been the ambitious one, the guy with the five-year plan. The one who made spreadsheets for their group trips and kept a clean, organized life. To hear this was jarring, like seeing a skyscraper you always assumed was indestructible, crumbled.
“I had no idea,” Ken said softly. “I wish I’d reached out more.”
“Don’t sweat it,” Manuel waved a hand dismissively. “I wasn’t easy to find. I didn’t want to be found.”
There was a pause as both men sipped their drinks, the weight of Manuel's words hanging between them. Ken couldn’t help but wonder what had brought him back to the city — or why they’d run into each other now, of all times. Was it coincidence? Or something else?
“You still have that place uptown?” Manuel asked suddenly, as if trying to steer the conversation away from himself.
Ken nodded. “Yeah. Same old spot. Nothing much has changed on my end.”
Manuel smiled faintly, but there was something distant in his eyes. “Good for you, man. Stability...that’s something to be proud of.”
Ken felt an urge to bridge the gap between them, to offer something beyond polite conversation. “You know,” he said carefully, “if you need a place to crash for a while, my couch is always open. No questions asked.”
Manuel looked at him, and for a moment, Ken thought he might accept. But then the smile came back, a little too wide this time. “I appreciate it, but I’m good. I’ve got a place.” He shrugged. “Sort of.”
Ken didn’t push. He could tell there were parts of Manuel's story he wasn’t ready to share, and maybe wouldn’t ever be. People changed, and sometimes those changes made it impossible to return to what once was.
The rain outside had slowed to a drizzle, and the café felt quieter now, as though even the city had taken a deep breath. The warmth of the room felt both comforting and oppressive at the same time.
“You know,” Manuel said suddenly, breaking the silence. “It’s funny. I used to think running into an old friend like this would make me feel...I don’t know, nostalgic. Like we could pick up where we left off. But it’s strange, isn’t it? How different we are now?”
Ken met his eyes and nodded. “Yeah. It is. But maybe that’s not a bad thing.”
Manuel didn’t respond right away. Instead, he drained the last of his coffee and stared at the empty cup for a moment. “Maybe,” he said quietly.
They sat in silence for a while longer, the weight of their unspoken histories filling the space between them. When Manuel finally stood up to leave, Ken wasn’t sure whether they’d ever see each other again. But something about the encounter left an aftertaste — one that lingered long after Manuel had disappeared back into the misty rain.
Ken finished his cappuccino slowly, staring out the window at the blurred world beyond, wondering how much people could really change before they were no longer themselves. And how much of the past you could hold onto before it slipped through your fingers, like the rain.
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Don't know how you get so many stories written. I can't get to them all but they are always good.
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Yeah, my husband's in the hospital so I'm basically spending my day there and writing at night. Really hard to sleep.
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Pray he is well soon.
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