Mayra 2:30pm:
Robert, I’m so sorry–
I'm not going to make it today.
Robert 2:31pm:
Ha! good one, babe! I'm
waiting for you, I can't wait to
finally see how beautiful you look
in that dress!
Mayra 2:32pm:
Robert, I’m serious.
I can’t come.
It’s over.
Robert 2:32pm
...Mayra what're you talking
about?
Mayra 2:33pm
I don't think this is really a good time.
Robert 2:33pm
Not a good time!?!!
Mayra, we've been planning
this day for like two years…
This isn’t exactly a coffee
date you’re skipping out on
Mayra 2:33pm
I know I know
Robert 2:34pm
Babe, can you pick up the
phone please?
Robert 2:35pm:
…
You're really just going to
leave me hanging like this?
Mayra 2:36pm:
I don't think I really have a choice…
Robert 2:36pm:
Of course you have a choice.
You're really putting me in an
impossible position here.
Robert 2:37pm
Where are you? Can I just come
talk to you? I really think I could
help calm you down if we were
just in the same room. Look I
have nerves too but it’s gunna
be okay, it’s us!
Mayra 2:37pm
I don't really think that's a good idea
either...
Robert 2:37pm
Why? Mayra you just said
last night you were so excited
and so ready for this... I thought
this was what you wanted?
Mayra 2:38pm
It was... But I'm not really sure what
I feel anymore
Robert 2:38pm:
We've been together for 7 years
and all of a sudden you're not
sure how you feel anymore?
Robert 2:39pm:
Babe, please, just let me
come see you.
Mayra 2:39pm:
Robert, you can't. I can't...
I just can't.
Robert 2:40pm:
Well I'm sorry but I just don't see
how we can go from stuffing our
faces full of CLAMS CASINO at
Legal's Seafood in the Seaport
district at and listening to a
thousand toasts about spending
our lives together with Dom
Pérignon at 8:39pm and then by
2:45 the next day you can
suddenly have a change of heart
that's threatening to upend the
future we've been planning
together?
Robert 2:41pm:
And you're deciding to tell me
over TEXT?
...Mayra?
Robert 2:42pm:
What happened? I need some
sort of explanation!!!!!
Mayra 2:43pm:
I don't have an explanation, Rob.
It just happened in the middle of
the night...
Robert 2:43pm:
WHAT happened in the middle of
the night?
Robert 2:43pm:
Mayra can you just stop being so
cryptic and tell me what the fuck
is going on?
Mayra 2:44pm:
Look, I'm doing this for your own good.
This ring that you bought me... there's
something... wrong...
Robert 2:44pm:
Jesus Christ Mayra is the ring
too small? I didn't have any
control over the carat size...
Mayra 2:45pm:
What?! No, it's not that at all, it's
absolutely gorgeous...
And I love that you found it at that
estate sale.
I love that the ring has history...
It's just...
Something came with the ring.
Robert 2:45pm:
What do you mean?
Mayra 2:46pm:
Robert I really shouldn't say any more...
Please believe me.
I'm trying to protect you.
Robert 2:46pm:
What the fuck?
Protect me from what?
Babe, come on. I don't know
what's going on but please just
let me in. We're a team. Always.
Robert 2:47pm
Remember when we first started
dating and you had one too
many tequila shots after we ran
into my ex and you put your
hand through the mirror at the
Churchill in Chelsea?
Your hand was all bloody and
your knuckle got cracked and we
called my cousin drunk to see if
you needed stitches? And then
she said you did, but your job
didn’t give you insurance so I
bandaged you up as best as I
could myself? And your knuckle
barely scarred, and I felt bad that
it did at all, but you said that
you liked that you had the
evidence of a memory with me
on your hand?
Come on, whatever it is, we can
face it together!
Robert 2:48pm:
Please, just let me in.
I don't know what happened but
please, let me help you.
Mayra 2:48pm:
Fine.
I woke up in the middle of the night and...
Jesus, you're never going to believe me.
I woke up and there was someone
standing there.
Robert 2:49pm:
Like someone from the hotel?
Mayra 2:50pm:
No.
It was a man, sort of, but he looked...
like a shadow
Robert 2:50pm:
A shadow?
Mayra 2:51pm
Yea...
Robert 2:51pm:
…a shadow
Mayra 2:51pm:
See I knew you weren't going to
believe me!
Robert 2:52pm:
No, it's fine, keep going
Mayra 2:52pm:
Okay
he was crouching in the corner
and he was holding my ring
and at first I just tried to convince myself
that I was dreaming, or that it was some
sort of insane sleep paralysis, but then
I wiggled my toe, and I realized I was awake
and it was real
so I laid there, trying not to breathe, trying
not to move, trying not to give any
indication that I was aware of his presence.
I thought maybe if I just didn't move,
if I was still, then maybe he would slink
back into the shadows where he came from
but then as if he somehow heard my
thoughts, he broke into a low chuckle,
and his horrible, white, sharp teeth twisted
into a smile.
that's when I realized that as he stared at me
he was holding the ring in his hand
the entire time.
Robert 2:57pm:
what the fuck?
Mayra 2:58pm
Robert, we can't get married today.
we can't get married any day.
Robert 3:00pm:
Mayra WHY?
Are you trying to tell me that
we can't get married because
some creepy shadow man
stole our engagement ring?
Robert 3:02pm:
Please!?
What did this guy do to you?
What did he say?!
Robert 3:03pm:
PLEASE PICK UP THE
PHONE!
Mayra 3:04pm:
I can’t pick up the phone
Nothing.
He said nothing.
not for a long time.
He just stood there, crouched in the corner,
smiling, and chuckling
and that's when I noticed the bowl
of fruit in the corner--
it had gone rotten
there were flies swarming around it,
and I thought I saw mold
through the dark on the flesh of the apples
that were fresh when I went to
bed an hour before
I thought I was going crazy
I still think I might be
Robert 3:07pm
are you with Sarah?
is she helping you?
did you tell any of this to her?
Mayra 3:08pm:
no
I'm alone
no one else can know, Robert,
if they know it puts them in danger.
I'm sorry for putting you in danger.
But you deserve to know.
Robert 3:09pm
I still don't understand.
PLEASE, can't I just come see
you?
We can talk this out.
We can still get married and
everything will be fine, I
promise.
We can get you help, Mayra.
Maybe it was just a bad
dream.
Mayra 3:11pm:
It wasn't a dream
I swear it wasn't
He was there, in the corner
He was wearing a hat
A brimmed hat, and he was clutching
the ring and smiling.
I swear
Robert 3:13pm
Okay so assuming this is
real…what happened next?
Why can’t I come to you
babe?
You’re REALLY scaring me
Mayra 3:15pm
I finally got the courage and I
sat up in bed
I didn't know what to say, so I just
sat up and I looked him in the eye
I probably shouldn't have done it,
but I thought maybe if I confronted him--
if I told him that this was my space, and that
he wasn't welcome-- he would leave
but he looked into my eyes, and his smile
got wider
and he took off his hat, never looking away,
and bowed to me
Robert 3:16pm
He bowed to you?
Mayra 3:17pm
Yes.
He told me He had a name
too old for him to remember,
in a language only the dead speak.
He resides in the darkness of every corner
He is every shadow that I've ever seen
out of the corner of my eye–
all the while, He was crouching
all the while, smiling that terrible, twisted, pointy smile
clutching the ring with His sharp, shadowy, black, burnt fingers
He spoke to me.
He told me once, before the time of men,
a shadow had gotten trapped-- His shadow.
it was long forgotten, and had been
pressed into rock beneath the earth.
There it stayed for billions of years,
a piece of Him trapped, and forged
into the light of the diamond contained
in the ring he was clutching--
the ring you gave to me last July
When you got down on one knee in the field
by our first apartment
And picked me a bouquet of chamomile
And bound the bouquet together with the ring
Robert 3:22pm
Baby PLEASE
PLEASE STOP
No one knows where you are--
They're all saying you just
disappeared...
Mayra 3:25pm
He smiled even more deeply, and
in an ancient language He said my
name
I don’t know how I knew it was my
name
But it was like the syllables resonated
in my bones and called to me
So I got out of the bed, and I walked
toward His shadowy outstretched hand
His eyes glowed red and I saw endless
years of suffering in them–
So much pain and horror–
So much evil, Robert, all contained there
in His shriveled, bloodied, beautiful,
horrible eyes
And He told me this:
On the eve before the wedding of every
bride who is presented with this ring,
He offers a choice:
To either give herself to the hungry part
of his soul which is trapped inside of the
diamond, ever shining for the shadow inside,
Or to condemn her groom to an eternity of fire,
ash, hunger, and darkness.
Robert 3:28pm
I don’t understand…
Mayra 3:30pm
If I had chosen freedom for myself
You would have had to bear the Hat
To hold all that sadness and the suffering
I saw in His eyes–
To be forever shrouded in that darkness.
Oh, Robert,
What it is to never be seen, but always to see--
To know all the evil in the world, the deeds of gods and men
and to only have the good you’ve ever known
crystalized in the palm of your hand,
encased and unchanging, forever out of reach…
Robert, I couldn’t bear it.
I had to choose, Robert.
Mayra 3:32pm
Robert, I did this for you.
to keep you free.
Please just stay away.
I love you so much,
it’s over, Robert.
Robert 3:32pm:
That's it, I'm coming to find you.
I'm coming to the hotel suite
Mayra 3:33pm
Robert, the ritual is complete.
I belong to Him now.
It’s all over.
Robert was at the hotel door of Room 613– the honeymoon suite he was supposed to share with Mayra that night-- the night they were supposed to consummate their marriage. He stretched his hand out to reach for the handle, and hesitated. The air felt thick with a sense of evil and dread that emanated from the other side of the door, as if the door itself was telling him that it should not be opened. “Please,” it seemed to plead with Robert, “don’t make me show you what’s within.”
Sensing the quiet warning, Robert closed his outstretched hand into a fist. Instead of forcing the door open, he would knock– a simple request– a proposal for the door: show me what you fear, and I will hold the horror inside forever.
He knocked once, twice, a third time. The sound resounded within the chamber, echoing into a hollowed roar that felt like dark eternity. It grew and grew, a tumult that pierced the very marrow in Robert’s bones and disoriented him. His hands flew to his ears to cover them, his mouth opened as if to make some noise, a word to pray to some god he did not believe in for all of this to cease– for this entire strange episode to be some sort of horrible prank. But the singing marrow in his bones knew– the hair standing on end on the back of his neck knew. There was evil within that room, something ancient and wicked behind that door, which he had believed only this morning would open to his bright and brilliant future with his would-be wife. Robert sunk to his knees.
And then, all at once, the echoing stopped. The handle turned from the otherside, and the door inched open with a horrible creak that sounded more like claws dragging on metal.
Although it had been a bright and brilliant day outside as Robert had stood on the steps of the church, waiting for Mayra to arrive in her wedding dress for their first look, inside the room, it was somehow night. The curtains were undrawn and revealed a never ending darkness behind the windows they dressed. In the center of the room stood a shadow, just as Mayra had said, with a horrible, jagged smile that conveyed a depth of despair and control that Robert had never experienced before. He knew there was nothing he could do. It was over. The choice had been made.
The creature clutched the ring– the beautiful ring he had found at that estate sale on a drive upstate two falls ago. The ring he thought would be a perfect symbol of the love he shared with Mayra– a love he would have endured eternal darkness for, if only he could have been the one to choose.
Mayra was suspended in mid air in front of the shadow, clad in her wedding dress. She was laid out as if sleeping, her dark hair snaked into a beautiful bridal braid, wilted chamomile woven in as adornment. Robert couldn’t help but think she looked beautiful. He wanted to go to her, to try to save her from this evil, but he seemed to be fixed to the floor just outside of the threshold of the room he thought would contain his dreams– their dreams– and instead contained this horrible nightmare.
The creature’s smile grew wider as he held the diamond out between one clawed finger and his thumb. A flash of brilliant blinding light– of warmth in this endless darkness– caused Robert to avert his eyes for just a second… and when he looked back, Mayra was gone.
There the Hatman stood, alone in the room, holding the ring to the empty space where a heart might have been. His deep, sunken eyes closed for just a moment, and the thin, horrid line that had only smiled that horrible smile relaxed into an expression of relief. He seemed to relish in the moment of warmth and light that had come from the ring. Robert swore that for a moment, his skin seemed to shed some of the shadow and ash it was shrouded in, and a longing for a different life– a different time, perhaps a time where he was able to believe he could dream in this endless night– seemed to pass across his almost-human face. He looked like a man Robert might’ve known. A man Robert might’ve become, if a different choice had been made.
Then, as if remembering himself, the Hatman’s eyes opened. The shadow and ash swallowed his humanity whole, and those eyes, those blood red eyes, were fixed on Robert once more. In a cloud of smoke, he shifted from the middle of the room and appeared at the threshold of the door, crouching down, but never crossing, until his eyes were level with Robert’s.
“It is over,” the Hatman croaked in a voice that hissed like a dying fire, and the door slammed in Robert’s face, passing through the Hatman as if he had never been there at all.
Desperately, Robert opened the door to the suite, only to find the curtains undrawn, and daylight flooding the room. All of Mayra’s belongings were untouched– the wedding dress, her night cream, the stuffed monkey she had slept with every night since she was two years old all sat in their familiar places. Her cellphone sat charging on the bedside table. But Mayra and the ring she had worn on her finger every day since he had picked her those chamomile flowers were nowhere to be found.
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Steven 5:56pm:
DUDE! You’re never going to BELIEVE
what I just found at that estate sale
Stacy dragged me to!
Andrew 5:59pm:
A shred of dignity? I can’t believe
you’re letting her drag you to those
antique shows.
Steven 6:02pm:
They’re not antique shows man
It’s like…what’s leftover of people’s
lives and shit.
Andrew 6:06pm:
Still lame…
Steven 6:07pm:
And sitting alone every night on
Fortnite isn’t?
Andrew 6:09pm:
….ya got me there.
Steven 6:11pm
Anyway… Yeah Stacy was in the other
room and I found this INSANE ring.
I guess the old bag who kicked the
bucket had TWO engagement rings for
some reason? These old money places
really freak me out… Anyway, one of them
was INSANE, and I snagged it while Stacy
was in the other room.
Andrew 7:10pm
I thought you said you weren’t
ready to marry her yet?
Steven 7:12pm:
I mean, I’m not ready to ask yet, but
it doesn’t hurt to be prepared.
Steven 7:15pm:
Besides… this ring just has this… glow, dude.
I can’t explain it. It’s like there’s something
inside of it just waiting to come out…
I just knew Stacy HAD to be a part of it.
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