The Sound

My dear friends, I am writing these words in a remote forest hut. I've been here for seven days, The snow surrounded the area away from the crowd and I couldn't get out. Now I still have the strength to write down what happened in these seven days...

On a snowy night, I missed K madly. We broke up ten years ago, but I can't forget him. With a restless mood, I dialed him, Familiar sound, familiar feeling. My already old heart began to bump into the fawn again generally excited. At that moment, I was sure that I still loved him. Listening to his voice, it was like an electric shock inside. He's still so cute, he's still like a little boy at 45. Perhaps out of my mind, I asked him where he was going for his upcoming holiday. Because he is a university professor, and will have a long vacation. He said, writing at home. But with children at home, you may not be able to get peace.

I asked, "Remember my cottage? A house in the forest. I haven't been there since my father died, so I can pack up this cottage and give it to you for writing.”

I was just trying to ask, He smiled first, which seemed a little trembling, and then immediately said, "You take me over the weekend.”

The moment I hung up the phone,I known that Faithful to the marriage of me,would be face a gorgeous adventure. I gave my husband a perfect lie and told him I was going to a well-managed place for writing training and not to be in touch for a week. My husband trusted me, and he kissed me gently and said, "Welcome me home after seven days." Similarly, K lied to his wife with the same lies.

I can't wait to date K. At the moment I saw him, there was only one thought in my heart: whatever I would face in the future, everything was worth it. In the face of love, even if I haven't seen you in 10 years, I'm sure I love this man!

His face was a little vicissitudes, and his eyebrows were filled with the burden of life. But his eyes were still bright, and the tone of his voice was still unruly, and he was the kind of man who could read Shakespeare in a bar.

Along the way, the snow hadn't melted and the forest was very quiet. He played Paul Simon's song. We chatted about the past and never mentioned the present.

"When did your father die?" He asked with concern.

"Three years ago, you knew he was a lonely man. "

At this time, before my eyes appeared once in our university underground love of those four years. He is a professor and I am a teaching assistant. We're in a department and he doesn't want to be open about our relationship...

"Is there no electricity, no WIFI signal?" He asked casually.

"I'm afraid so."

"I need to call the kids every day..." He looked a little embarrassed.

"Probably not today, go to town early tomorrow morning to make a phone call. Actually, you don't have to promise me to come to the cottage, if you're worried about your family? "I have some tentative questions.

"You know I'm an emotion-free person, but I owe you, I hurt you." I want to make up for you. Give you a perfect ending, ten years ago we ended without saying goodbye. "He said it in good faith.

Indeed, my life was completely out of control with him, and after a long period of depression, I quit my job, gave up my Ph.D., and casually found someone to talk to get married. Contacting him again ignited my hopes for life.

"I don't need you to make it up, I just need you to love me." For the first time in ten years, I've said this.

He turned his head outside and looked at the forest surrounded by heavy snow. He didn't respond to my love like he did ten years ago, Is he here to make himself less guilty?

At the moment, my heart is colder than the snow outside. Because the snow did not melt, the road is very difficult, about two hours later, finally arrived at this cabin. This is a wooden house of three houses, built by my father him. There are everything there is to it, and there is a warm fireplace.

Here, like the Garden of Eden, we can have a carefree week.I have matured over the past ten years, more charm than before, and I long for him to fall in love with me here. I opened the door, a smell of corruption came, because it was late, the room had no electricity, we used flashlight lighting.

"Are you sure no one's coming?" K half letter half doubt me, feel he is very worried about being found to steal.

"Can you see the figure?" I was a little angry and asked, after all, I did my best to see him, and he couldn't be with me with all his heart.

I lit the candle, then the fireplace, and suddenly the whole cabin became warm. We simply ate some of the poops we brought, took a warm hot bath together, and drank a little red wine.

It's a time I've always dreamed of, and I've wanted to spend every moment of the decade with him. He kissed me gently and we had sex in front of the fireplace, but at this moment, suddenly there was a noise outside the door.

He stopped kissing and frowned and asked me, "Is there really no one?”

"I don't know, it could be a wild deer." I comforted him.

He put on his clothes and walked to the door with a gun. I put on my clothes and hid behind him.

We stood still at the door for a long time, did not hear the sound and went back to kiss. There was another noise outside the door at this time, and he was a little angry!

He took with a gun, opened the door, looking around, the snow is getting bigger and bigger, the car has been covered by snow, there is no ootprints outside the door, there must be no one.

He closed the door and said to me, "There's no one outside.”s

I comforted him and said, "Maybe the pine fell on the roof and made a noise.”

I acted a little scared, hugged him and blew out the candle. I wish the world was still and he protected me like a hero. We snuggled up on the sofa in front of the fireplace, and he held me in one hand and the gun in the other.

The next day it was dawn, and I slept comfortably all night, but he stared at the door all night.

I am confused, just a little voice, how can there be such vigilance, he and I came here after regret it?

I got up and made him coffee, and he said, "Let's go now, don't delay." There was another noise in the middle of the night last night, like the voice of several people. Come on, pack up and go! ”

"Honey, it's safe here, it's a protected area, there's no danger. And no one. My father has lived here alone for many years, and I often live with him here. We only saw this once in ten years. "I don't believe anyone can be here, I suspect he's making excuses.

He didn't listen to me, pushed the door open, went toward the car, walked over to find the car frozen to death, can't even open the door.

"Abominable weather!!!" He kicked a few feet at the car in anger.

I made him coffee and he was in no mood.

 "We can't go, just be Adam and Eve here, dear?" I kissed him, but he didn't care about me.

He is determined to go, and I may lose him forever.

"Yes, you don't believe you can try."

"I tried it all night last night and couldn't make a call. How could you think of this place! "He kind of blames me. Unexpectedly, I held him for a sweet night's sleep, but he has been looking for hope to leave here, he completely ignored my existence, he is the same as ten years ago, I as a condiment of his life.

"I just don't want to be disturbed by the outside world, we have each other!" I answered.

"Childish! When the sun rises and the snow melts, can't you go? You're not leaving, I'm leaving!” He spoke a little coldly.

I watched him pack up quietly and watched him kill me again. Ten years ago for him to give up life, ten years later he still want me to give up everything?

I suppressed my emotions and comforted him: "The car was frozen, I burned some hot water, opened the door, we went to town together, you called your kids, I called my husband, and then came back?”

He heard my suggestion and didn't respond. After a long time, he said, "Maybe it was a mistake for me to come here, ten years ago, I had to marry her because she was pregnant. This is true and cannot be changed.”

"I know we can't change, we're here now, we can get along for seven days, draw a full stop, can't we?" I asked. "

I planned it, but I can't do it now." If someone cheats and finds out, I pay too much. Although I don't love my wife, I don't want to break my present state of life. "He calmly analyzed it for me.

"It won't be found, there's no one here!" I roared.

"Even if there's a one in ten thousand chance of being found, I don't want to take any chances." He is still very calm.

"Then why did you promise to come here with me?"

"I was hot-headed, and as soon as I came here and heard the voice outside the door, I realized that any more confidential action could be detected, and I couldn't do that."

I smiled and despaired. He is in fact a downright selfish ghost. Ten years ago he had killed me with such indifference and selfishness, and now he wants to kill me again, no way!

Don't know what force, prompted me to go out, holding my father's wood-cutting axe, directly broke the tire!

"Let's go?" No one can go! "I shouted hysterically.

"You're crazy!" He pushed me to the ground.

"I love you so much!" You can't do this to me! "I yelled at him.

"It's crazy!" He got dressed and began to leave on foot.

When I saw him leaving, I cried and shouted, "Don't leave me here alone!" Wait for me!”

As if he hadn't heard it, he went on. In a hurry, I went to find my father's gun hidden in the room and shot him in the leg.

He fell to the ground and I was going to run over and apologize to him.

His hand seemed to be groping for something again, and suddenly he pulled a gun out of his pocket and was going to shoot me. I had to shoot him in the arm. His arms and legs were all shot. K groaned in pain and kept scolding me, but apparently he was no enough to resist.

I walked up to him and pulled him into the house. I treated him with my only medical knowledge, but he was visibly infected and he lay dying on the ground. Relying on me to drink water, relying on me to relieve pain, relying on me to tell the story of the outside world, this moment I feel that he belongs to me. As night fell, I turned off the player I had put in the hallway, and K heard the sound I was playing with the player, just to test him, I didn't think of it...

The snow had been falling for a week and my food had finished. The tire also burst, he estimated to be dead, and perhaps a breath. Can I burn down this hut alone and go out?

My dear reader, it's not my fault, because he killed me ten years ago.