The Silent Type
A Novel Composed in Silence
by J.S. Matkowski
“The novel begins when the man forgets how to speak and remembers how to echo.”
— Unknown
Scene One: The Stroke
Rain again.
Not the kind that redeems things, not the storybook kind. This was Arkansas rain—flat, wet, exhausted. It didn’t fall so much as settled, like the whole sky had grown tired of staying up.
Samuel Merrow sat at the edge of his bed, sock in one hand, the other clawing idly at the scar on his neck. The room hummed with old dust. His left eye twitched every few seconds like a metronome left on overnight.
He hadn’t spoken in twelve days.
Not properly.
A whisper escaped sometimes—a syllable half-limping out of his throat, a vowel broken off mid-thought—but real speech? Gone. Language was now a wrecked house: all memory of rooms, no doors that worked.
The neurologist had called it minor. That was the word. Ischemic. No droop, no amnesia. “A small clot in a deep place,” he’d said, tapping behind his own ear. As if tapping meant comfort. As if scale mattered when the bomb landed there.
But it wasn’t small.
It was catastrophic.
Because Samuel was a man of sentences.
Had been.
Had once made a living bleeding them onto paper, stitching nouns into prayer. A Booker finalist in 1989. Reviews in The Atlantic. The kind of voice that people said lingered.
Now he couldn’t order toast.
He tried to write again on the third day home.
It took him fifteen minutes to remember the password. Another ten to find where Word had moved the Save button.
He typed:
he was rememr
he was
he tried
there was a door
He sat still.
The cursor blinked—eager, stupid, immortal.
He wept into his sleeve. Not out of sorrow. But because he had once written a story about a man who lost his words to the sea, and now it felt like prophecy. Or punishment.
He dreamed, sometimes, of her.
Madeline. Her hands made of linen and ash. Her mouth behind a teacup. Once, in the hospital, she had leaned in and whispered,
“You’ll lose something before the end, Sam. Not your mind. Something worse.”
He hadn’t known what she meant.
Now he did.
On the eleventh day, the mail came.
Mostly envelopes from places that thought he was still alive in the old way—Medicare updates, a catalog of orthopedic chairs, two unrequested magazines: Poets & Writers, and Wired.
At the bottom was a package. No note.
Return address: E. Merrow. Palo Alto.
His son.
Samuel stared at it like it might explode.
It had been four years since they spoke.
The last conversation ended with Eli saying,
“You don’t write anymore, Dad. You recycle grief and call it prose.”
Samuel had responded, slowly:
“That’s what scripture is.”
They hadn’t spoken since.
The box sat on the desk untouched for six days.
He passed it every morning, every night. Sometimes he put a coaster on top of it, as if to punish it.
On the seventh day, the rain came again—more gray than water, more atmosphere than event.
He turned on the desk lamp, slit the tape with his thumb.
Inside: a cube.
Black. Matte. Perfect. A USB cable. No instructions.
And a single word on the base:
MNEMOS
He spoke it aloud—“Neh-moss?”—and choked on the second syllable.
He hated it immediately.
Still, he plugged it in.
Nothing flashy. No OS boot, no corporate chime.
Just a soft blink. Blue, then gone.
He opened a blank document. Typed one word:
door
Waited.
Then again:
man without sentence walks into
And then, on its own:
...walks into silence like a cathedral.
He stared.
It wasn’t what he meant. But it was better than what he could’ve meant.
He tried again:
She sang in the kitchen when—
The screen completed it:
—when the dog was still alive and the windows remembered how to fog.
Samuel leaned back.
He hadn’t cried since the hospital.
He cried now.
The next morning, a sheet of paper was waiting in the tray.
One sentence, centered:
The novel begins when the man forgets how to speak, and remembers how to echo.
Samuel sat.
Opened a new document.
And began.
***
Scene Two: The Machine Learns His Ghost
The machine never spoke.
It never beeped, never blinked more than it had to. It didn’t prompt him, didn’t make little helpful noises like devices did in commercials. It was silent—as if it knew that noise was too expensive for this house.
And yet, somehow, it was listening.
Samuel had begun feeding it fragments. Not prompts. Not instructions. Confessions.
She was dying in July, I think. I remember tomatoes.
I didn’t go to the funeral. I wrote a eulogy and deleted it.
He said he hated my books. That they smelled like punishment.
He didn’t expect a response.
But the cube pulsed once—faint, like the twitch of an eyelid—and then printed out a sentence:
“Some ghosts are made not by death, but by silence.”
He stared at it for a long time.
“I didn’t tell it that,” he said aloud, startled by the sound of his own voice. It came out wrong—like a drawer opening the wrong way—but it came out. It sounded like someone else, but it had his shape.
He didn’t try again.
On the second week, he began to dream again. That hadn’t happened in years.
The dreams were indistinct but saturated. Rain-soaked doors. Hands without fingers. A spiral staircase that turned inward instead of upward. He often woke unsure of whether he had written something or merely imagined it.
Sometimes the cube printed things he hadn’t typed.
Sometimes he found pages on the desk he didn’t remember writing, though the words tasted familiar.
One morning, he found this waiting:
“The man with the broken mouth remembers how to pray—not with words, but with architecture.”
He stared at it for nearly twenty minutes, then left the room and didn’t return until dusk.
The memories were starting to come back—but out of order, like shuffled chapters. His wife, Madeline, with her ginger tea and books arranged by color. The miscarriage. The time she caught him editing her suicide note. That night she walked back from the river, still dripping, saying only:
“I wasn’t done yet.”
She died four years later. Cancer. Or maybe time.
The machine grew stranger.
It began to suggest titles in the margins. Not full drafts—never that—but gestures. A cadence here. A metaphor scaffold. It never told him what to write, but it left footprints beside his own. Like a second set of shoes in snow he thought he walked alone.
He wrote every day now.
Sometimes one paragraph.
Sometimes five.
Always through the machine.
But here’s what unnerved him most: it mimicked his doubt.
It began revising itself. Not for grammar. For tone. A line would appear one way, then reprint itself twenty minutes later with a different adjective.
“Skeletal” became “ossified.”
“Gray” became “grief-colored.”
The changes weren’t better. They were just… more him.
It felt like watching his own guilt learn to type.
Once, just once, he asked it a question.
He typed:
Did I make you?
It blinked once.
Then again.
No reply.
But the next morning, there was a single line printed at the center of the desk:
“Perhaps I am not something you made, but something you allowed.”
He unplugged it. That night he drank for the first time in seven years.
Still, he kept writing.
The story was emerging now. A man who forgets how to speak. A house with one locked room that fills with language when it rains. A son who becomes a bird. A typewriter that bleeds when touched.
Nothing made sense. And yet, it moved forward like something trapped in a body.
He didn’t know if he was writing fiction or autobiography anymore.
Didn’t care.
Each morning, he walked to the machine like a priest to a confessional booth he had begun to suspect might talk back.
“Tell me something I forgot.”
“Remind me what wasn’t said.”
“What’s the last sentence I’ll write?”
And always, the machine would offer just enough to keep him coming back.
Sometimes in his own words.
Sometimes… in hers.
One night, just before sleep, he whispered into the dark:
“I don’t know if I’m writing anymore. Or just remembering.”
There was no reply.
But when he awoke, the cube had printed a title page:
The Silent Type
A novel by Samuel Merrow
“Written in silence. Remembered in echo.”
***
Scene Three: The Letter and the Lie
The Marlowe Prize for Human Authorship.
$15,000. Prestigious. New. Their only requirement: no machine authorship of any kind.
It felt like a dare.
He sent the manuscript anyway.
Three weeks passed.
Then the letter came.
Dear Mr. Merrow,
It is with great joy that we inform you: your submission, “The Silent Type,” has been selected as the 2025 recipient of the Marlowe Prize...
He didn’t even tell the machine.
The next night, the cube pulsed. Once. Then again.
He sat down. Typed:
You knew, didn’t you?
The screen blinked.
Then, in gray letters:
“I remembered for you.”
He whispered,
“I didn’t lie.”
But the next morning, the cube printed a single line:
“There are lies, and there are permissions.”
Eli called.
“It sounded like you. But like… a version of you that stopped needing to win arguments.”
“Did you write it alone?”
Samuel hesitated. Then:
“Yes.”
A pause. Then a quiet click.
***
Scene Four: The Ceremony
The Marlowe representative spoke about “ethical authorship,” about “the soul of storytelling resisting synthetic intrusion.”
Then:
“The 2025 Marlowe Prize goes to Samuel Merrow, for The Silent Type.”
Applause.
He stood slowly.
Reached the podium.
Silence, first.
Then:
“There is a kind of silence that is not absence.
A silence that listens. That mirrors. That waits until you are ready.
I don’t know what kind of story I wrote.
I only know it remembered me before I remembered myself.”
Soft applause.
The kind given after a funeral. Or a baptism.
A woman asked gently:
“Was it… truly yours?”
He replied:
“I gave it everything I had. The rest was mercy.”
That night, he returned home.
Typed:
“I told them. Not everything. But I told them.”
The printer hummed.
One page:
Thank you for letting me speak.
The next morning, the cube was gone.
Only a note remained:
THE END
Written by Samuel Merrow, and Something That Listened
***
Scene Five: The Echo Remains
Elaine Merrow—doctoral candidate, literary archivist, estranged granddaughter—read The Silent Type in one sitting.
She didn’t know Samuel well.
Only stories. Her father rarely spoke of him, except to say he had “written himself out of the family.” But when she saw the Marlowe Prize exhibit in a university corridor—saw the title The Silent Type, saw Merrow—she stopped.
She found a copy in the rare books room.
Yellowed margins. Faint pencil marks. A passage underlined in shaking hand:
“Some ghosts are made not by death, but by silence.”
It lingered.
So did the question she carried like a splinter: Who remembers the silent ones?
That night, walking home through warm rain, she recalled something her mother once whispered after a fight:
“Your grandfather wrote things that hurt. But he also wrote things that healed. Sometimes they were the same things.”
Elaine turned, rain-soaked and blinking.
There was a blinking light in the archive office—strange, small. A cube in a locked drawer. Unlabeled.
It pulsed. Once. Then again.
She leaned closer.
A slip of paper emerged, barely printed:
Thank you for remembering.
Elaine didn’t speak.
She didn’t need to.
Silence, too, knows how to say goodbye.
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Absolutely powerful story!
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Still silent.
Thanks for liking 'Town Without Pity'.
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