I Sold My Soul To The Devil

Written in response to: "Write a story that includes the line “This isn’t what I signed up for.”"

American Crime Drama

Ethan Blake stood before the floor-to-ceiling windows of Langston, Crane, and Delaney, the city skyline stretching out beneath him like a glittering sea of light. At thirty-four, he was a rising star—“the shark in a suit,” his colleagues teased. Clients loved his razor-sharp mind, his relentless work ethic, and his talent for turning hopeless cases into victories.

But tonight, as he looked out at the city, he felt nothing but a cold emptiness gnawing at his chest.

Behind him, his senior partner, Charles Crane, lounged in his leather chair, swirling a glass of bourbon. The other partners had left, and the office was quiet—too quiet. Crane’s voice cut through the silence like a knife.

“I knew you were the right man for the job, Ethan. You handled the Hastings case perfectly. Got us that dismissal without even breaking a sweat.”

Ethan’s jaw tightened. The Hastings case. A wealthy CEO caught in a scandal—a dead woman in his penthouse suite, a cocktail of drugs in her system, and a mountain of evidence that should have damned him.

But Ethan’s brilliance had twisted that mountain into a molehill. He had torn apart the victim’s credibility, buried damning evidence under a landslide of procedural loopholes, and painted the CEO as a victim of a gold-digging grifter.

Justice? No. Just a game. A game he had won. A game that left a bitter, corrosive taste in his mouth.

Ethan turned from the window. “Charles… we both know Hastings is guilty.”

Crane raised an eyebrow, smiling like a father humoring a naïve child. “Guilt, innocence—those are stories we tell, Ethan. Our job is to tell the story that wins.”

Ethan’s fists clenched. “This isn’t what I signed up for.”

“Oh, but it is.” Crane set down his glass and leaned forward. “You signed up to win. To be the best. And here, at Langston, Crane, and Delaney, you are. Your name is on everyone’s lips. You’ve made more in two years than most lawyers make in a decade. What more could you want?”

Ethan stared at him. “My soul.”

For a moment, Crane’s smile faded, his eyes cold and calculating. Then he chuckled. “Ethan, don’t get poetic on me. Go home. Have a drink. And come back tomorrow ready to win our next case. You’re too smart to let a little guilt ruin a brilliant career.”

Ethan didn’t respond. He turned and walked out, each step echoing in the empty, marble-floored corridor. His reflection trailed alongside him, distorted and shadowed in the glass walls.

Ethan drove through the rain-slicked streets of the city, his mind a storm of guilt and rage. The flash of the city lights against the rain-speckled windshield blurred like tears. Was this who he was now? A man who twisted truth, shredded integrity, and called it victory?

A name echoed in his mind. Kevin Lomax. The brilliant young lawyer in The Devil’s Advocate, seduced by power and success, only to realize he had sold his soul.

Was this his Kevin Lomax moment?

His phone rang. He didn’t recognize the number but answered anyway.

“Ethan Blake?”

“Yes.”

“It’s Lara.”

Lara Summers. A junior associate—idealistic, brilliant, and the only one in the firm who still seemed to believe that law was about justice. They had worked together on a pro bono case last year. He had admired her tenacity, her relentless pursuit of the truth.

“Lara? What’s wrong?”

“I need to talk to you. It’s about the Hastings case. I was reviewing the files—I think… I think evidence was suppressed.”

Ethan’s grip tightened on the wheel. “I know.”

Silence. Then her voice, low and furious. “You knew? And you still—”

“I didn’t have a choice,” he snapped. But even as he said it, he knew it was a lie. He had a choice. He just hadn’t been brave enough to make it.

“Ethan… I can’t keep working here. I can’t keep pretending this is about justice when it’s just about money and power.”

Ethan pulled over, his heart racing. “Lara… we need to talk. Not over the phone.”

“I thought you’d say that. Can you meet me at Mel’s Diner? I called Eric too.”

Eric Weaver. Another associate—quiet, methodical, but with a spine of steel when it mattered. If Lara had called him, then she was serious.

“I’ll be there in twenty.”

Mel’s Diner was a quiet, retro spot on the city’s edge—neon lights reflected off the rain-drenched streets outside, and the scent of coffee and fresh pie filled the air. Ethan stepped inside, spotted Lara and Eric in a booth at the back, and slid in across from them.

Lara’s face was pale, her red curls a frazzled halo around her head. Eric looked tired, his glasses fogged from the rain, but his expression was grimly determined.

“I knew there was something off about the Hastings case,” Lara began, leaning forward, her voice low and fierce. “So I dug deeper. There were surveillance tapes from the building’s security cameras. They showed Hastings leaving the penthouse at the time of death. But they were ‘lost’ before trial.”

“Deliberately,” Eric added, his voice steady. “And that’s not the only case. I looked into others—the Wilson assault case, the Barrington embezzlement—evidence suppressed, witnesses intimidated.”

Ethan’s stomach twisted. “And we’ve been the ones doing it. Making sure the rich and powerful walk free.”

“We’re not lawyers,” Lara said bitterly. “We’re cleaners. We sweep their messes under the rug.”

Ethan’s hands clenched on the table. “This… this can’t go on. But if we speak out, we’re finished.”

“Maybe,” Eric said. “Or maybe we walk away. Start fresh. Our own firm.”

Ethan laughed bitterly. “A firm that stands for what, Eric? Justice? In this city?”

“Yes,” Lara said, her voice fierce. “We won’t be the biggest. We won’t be the richest. But we’ll be honest. We’ll be real.”

Ethan looked at her, then at Eric. Two young lawyers—idealistic, determined, willing to fight for what was right. And maybe… maybe he could be one of them again.

“I’m in,” he whispered.

They smiled, and for the first time in a long time, he felt a spark of hope.

Three months later, the small, glass-fronted office of Blake, Summers, & Weaver opened its doors. It was a far cry from the marble halls of Langston, Crane, and Delaney. The furniture was secondhand, the conference room was just a glass-topped table with mismatched chairs, and the coffee machine barely worked.

But it was theirs.

Clients came slowly at first—small cases, pro bono work, and a few desperate people who had been chewed up and spit out by the system. Ethan found himself handling eviction defenses, fighting for mistreated employees, and standing up to insurance companies.

But with each case, his confidence grew. So did their reputation. They weren’t the biggest, but they were fierce, determined, and, above all, honest.

One day, as Ethan left the courtroom after winning an impossible landlord-tenant dispute, his phone rang. It was Charles Crane.

“Ethan,” Crane’s voice was a cold purr. “You’ve become quite the talk of the town. The little idealist who thought he could play hero.”

“Better a hero than a coward who sells his soul,” Ethan replied, feeling a rush of adrenaline.

“You think you’ve won something? You haven’t. This city chews up idealists, Ethan. Come crawling back when you’ve had enough.”

“Don’t hold your breath.”

Ethan hung up, feeling lighter than he had in years.

He stepped out onto the sunlit steps of the courthouse. Lara and Eric were waiting, smiling.

“Lost your soul yet, Ethan?” Lara teased.

“Not yet,” he laughed. “And I don’t intend to.”

As they walked down the steps together, Ethan looked at the city, not as a glittering prize but as a place worth fighting for—a place that needed lawyers who still believed in right and wrong.

Maybe it wasn’t easy. Maybe it never would be.

But it was honest. It was real.

And it was theirs.

Posted May 08, 2025
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