Magnetic

From the beginning, this story changed my life. From where I started to where I ended up. I first saw him on television, I heard his voice as he talked with passion, as he moved across the floor, for he was a Teacher. I admired him, he knew how to capture the audience and leave them amazed. I was a fan, he could take words and make them dance, for he was in a class of his own. One day while I was taking a short vacation, I thought to myself, could I catch his eye. As I heard a voice in my spirit, say look into his eyes. I did not understand, because I always look into his eyes when I saw him in person. The voice was saying his spiritual eyes. I did not get that until later. I remember like it was yesterday, as I was afraid and nervous. He came out on the stage, I was in the fourth row, all eyes were on him. The people clapped and then somewhere in the moment are eyes met. We stared at each other as if time stopped. The woman next to me went back and forth, looking at me and him. Trying not to get distracted, I kept my eyes on him. I felt something a feeling, like my walls went down. I was hurting because a friend of mine had just passed. As I looked into his eyes it was like I saw the pain in his eyes, as if I was looking in the mirror at my own pain. When the event was over, I did not what had happened, but my spirit knew. When I went over a friends house, she asked me did I meet someone, I said no. She said my face is lit up, little did I know he was the love of life. God had opened my heart and I had a part to play in a movie that was destined. I felt something in my soul like a pulling of a magnet. Didn't understand but it got stronger. I had dreams as I always did as a child. I was showed a glimpse of my future in another dimension. I was afraid, I did not feel that way about him. I was angry because I did not want that. I could not stop the dreams, nor what I felted. For my future was not in my hands. So many things happened, he became my inspiration, as I wrote what I lived. As God showed me in a dream, I was in love with him but could not admit it. As time went on, spirit to spirit we were connected in a spiritual connection. No he did not tell me that, but God did. I knew we were destined to be together, but he was afraid, so was I. I can tell you, it was like two tanks collided and the impact touched the essence of my soul as well as my spirit. For him he was use to being in control and when the connection immersed him he ran. You cannot control the spiritual connection, just endure it. There are so many things that goes beyond words, I cannot explain all of it, you just have to live it. Even when we were separated, the connection is still there, regardless who we are with. God has a plan and if it is his divine will, then so shall it be. Everything I am, he is. I leave you with this. For his light is my light, as our energy is connected, my soul with his soul. As I walk alone in the flesh, I do not walk alone in the spirit and before we separated, he told me he loved me. There are so many things I left out for time sake, separation does not mean disconnected. Still, there is a ending, for only God knows that. No one can take his place, for when you have met the one, no other man can come close. Him not being real separated us, being afraid. I touched a part of him no other woman did and he knew that. There are stories out there about true love, sometimes love is hard, love is complicated. There is always an exception to the rule. His world and my world is different and even as God put people in places that they couldn't see how they got there, it was destiny. The spirit knows, spirit to spirit. If it was easy then everybody could do it. Some things are rare and very few people get to live it. Everyone has a different story, but when God does it, it's unique. People are chosen and put together for certain reasons and in time it will be revealed. Even as the fairly tale of Cinderalla, she was a princess and did not know it, for the prince knew. There were many women, even as the teacher traveled around the world teaching. No women could tell him who he was, but I did. It was not me, but God. He knew, long before I knew and because of fear he did not want to except it. He wanted it, but could not deal with the impact of being vulnerable. True connection impacts your world, pulls out the romance in you. It is awesome, beyond what you have ever experienced. As I feel what he feels and is immersed by the energy between us. The after effects touched my soul as I am propelled in another time frame, powerless to stop it. Time is but a moment in another reality that has already happened as time catch up. That is a powerful experience for two people to live who understands that they were chosen but unable to deal with it. Surrendering gives you the peace to move forward, for you cannot run, nor hide from it. It changes who you are, pulls out the romance in you.