Alan Turner

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“Forbidden Love for My "Straight" Best Friend” by Alan Turner

Submitted to Contest #28

Dear Journal. 06.05.16Today was awful and painful again, not physically but one hundred percent emotionally. I hate this feeling; wish it would just go away. Why cant I be like the other guys why cant I like girls in the way they do. I hate myself I hate that I like him, as more than a friend as more than my best friend. I love him and i don't understand why? Im so confused have i always been like this? Have i just ignored it until now? Oh god he can never know how I really feel he'd hate me he would never speak to me again. I couldn't handl...

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I am Alan Turner I'm 20 years old and I'm from FW TX I'm gay and love to write I dont do it often I'm usually to embarrassed to share my writing.