The Divine does not make error.

Lucky seven, so they say, just seven months old, I was diagnosed with severe exthma which has haunted my entire life. 

  I was seven years old and a man moved into our home. This man was to influence me enormously throughout my life, he was supportive and upstanding just not a good step parent. His actions and denials and treatment toward me little was he aware was to grow in me and mature into great astute Ness and empathy for others. 

   At seventeen we left my hometown, where I gone through most my school years and made all my friends, this did not go good, we only lived in the new place for a year, then moved again. All my roots, my identity was wavering because the secure base I had grown up in had vanished. 

  My seventh week of trying multiple courses at college, I was nearly in a house fire, then I quit the course. 

  Started drinking, any surprise? Life was lonely and harsh it seemed. The seventh of the month I crashed my car, yes drunk. 

  Unlucky to what I can remember but a lot self created, including a simple text I sent which said some, taken as double meaning negative prophecies, which somehow managed to manifest. 

  The seventh month, I remember this because this is a significant month to me I was away in rehabilitation,. I had the most miraculous year of recovery when the mystical I had always suspected finally revealed. 

  He told me of my future, what I would and what I should do. That is enough of that I am not going to talk of this time, I want to add of all people a psychologist should know the power of the mind especially the subconscious, and that long forgotten about events, conversations or happenings all remain in the subconscious. Reliving repressed events is quite possible. Traumatic occurances when revitalized can lead to more trauma and neurological problems. 

  You will regain awareness of them memories given the right stimulation, and programmed stimuli, from getting told years back, meant all thoughts and action came to occurance. 

  The what I should was often overruled by a weak, injured mind to happen as the prior known about what I would. 

 This is nothing to be proud of but inigmas of humanity meant they were not believed until they became so.

  He also predicted some very harsh thoughts, that apparently would materialize and some even harsher consequences. 

  I have trodden in divine territories since so can believe anything, some very magical, some very eery experience but have since studied the power of mind and reality creation and recently heard all sorts about manifestation, so I know I have programmed and repaired all this. 

  Infinite intelligence and my Divine power most definetly tell me that I have recreated a magnificent future, repairing all past abolishing thought. I live in harmony. 

An awful lot of unlucky events have taken place since the mystical revealed, synchronisity has a helpful place in my life, magical acquaintances rescue sanity and I claim nothing less than redemption. 

The river of life runs deep, only talk of what conscious memory allows which is surely Divinely inspired, but there is so much more deviance. 

  Admittedly some of my withdrawn luck has enveloped since the disability making drunken foolishness. 

  Walking amongst equals only to feel, get looked at or rarely spoken to like a lesser of a person. 

  The magnificence of catastrophe will envisage your whole experience of life as you knew this. Will create whole new scenarios of existence. 

  I have lived many lives just in this one, trod multiple civilization and cultures diversity in one country. 

  Manifest no jest, I manufacture my since hindered but oncoming brilliance. 

  I teach the world of the truth, reclaim my rites and live in value. 

  If you have a thought, no matter how abstract be sure to take note, obviously do not act on harmful ones but ignore much of what you were taught when young, a lot just is not truth anymore or ever. 

  Believe or give time to obscurity. Obscurity has much to teach us, even the elite can learn a thing or two. There are many views in the world each with their own presuppositions, until they are fully attained, either by study or accident or some other means, they are not mostly appreciated. I say to appreciate those you conclude abstract, take a contribution from their experience and this will greatly add to your own. People are not obscure, we are just different. Anything from the normality is seen as obtuse but what would life be without diffence? 

  We as a society are completely unable to fully include nuances, some cannot relate to that homeless person, others to that disabled person, in fact in both senses I believe this to be the majority can not relate. 

 I will look at why, if you want the short answer, this is I have no clue but suspect it's a socio-economic prevelance. Society, proven in tests, like to follow what the next man does,. So we start way back, disability as an example, some disabled children used to be tortured an killed believe this or not. We have come far since them days but then we had the first activists who were seen as only having a voice due to their complaint. Then we moved ground and charity and governing bodies made rules and laws, then came the zealous. They would feel and act why should they, or how can they. Then government and disability rites stepped in, still the old, even old old type of persons about they knew they could not get away with this and started to put on a facade, totally ignore or assume would not have a clue these disabled people. 

  I can totally comprehend the difficulty we have with inclusion first there was, believe it or not the torture and killing of some disabled children, when they were treat as ogurely and monsterous, then the first activists who were probably seen to only have a voice because of their complaint and spoken to in a thought secretive, non revealing, insulting way, then along came charity's and governing law and the tone remained with the added hindrance of we are under obligation. I admit to suffering both sides of this action and realizing there is a lot self imposed uncertainty.  

  Have a drink but only drive home if you want to check how easy to get to this place is, saying if you live. 

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