Never again

"I remember when I was sexually and physically abused from 1996 to 2003 by Detective Bruce Roberson of LBPD, who approached me at my job when he was a DARE Officer, and then again in uniform at a Dr. Martin Luther King Parade, and then again in uniform at a local Police Station, begging to get to know me, begging to come to my home and later begging me for sex when I was twenty years old. Detective Bruce Roberson is a liar, manipulator, sex chaser and a rotten apple corrupt cop. I remember when he called me, begging me to page him and leave him sweet messages on his pager because he claimed he loved my sweet voice. The pager number belonged to the city of Long Beach and wasn't his personal contact. I remember learning over the phone that he was a married man, and I hung up the phone after learning this information and he called me back, asking me to let him explain. He told me his wife didn't love him and disrespected him on a daily basis and called him fat, and how the White people at work made him aware he was Black on a daily basis. He also claimed he was getting a divorce. I stupidly listened to him, but I was upset at the same time because when he came to my home and sat on my bed interrogating me, and watching television with me, I didn't know he was married. Also I explained to him that I don't date married men, and I wasn't interested in the things he was wanting me to do, as it was against my religious beliefs. Detective Bruce Roberson tried to put his tongue in my mouth on the day he came to my home and I pushed him away making him aware I felt uncomfortable and I don't kiss Men in that way. He decided to leave after I got nervous and showed him my family pictures. He called me from his car, and said he thought what I did was cute, and when I asked him what, he said how I pushed him away when he tried to kiss me, because most women don't do that to him. Prior to him doing any of what he did, he was well aware that I was sexually and physically abused as a child because he also interrogated me over the phone when he was calling me daily, sometimes three times out of the day. On the third approach, he asked me why I never contacted him, and I explained to him that I don't date Black Men or Cops and he claimed to be different and better than all the other Black men and cops. Detective Bruce Roberson was a cheater who was well known to sleep with multiple women and lie about his marriage. I learned that before me, he met a lady in a gym who was in church just like me, who didn't want to be bothered who he manipulated as well to sleep with him and date him,but he didn't tell her he was married at all. She found out by going to his house that he was married. He claimed she wanted to get back in church and couldn't be in the relationship anymore, but he waited to tell me this story after the fact that he got what he wanted from me. He called me one day and he said, "Sanae can I ask you something " . I said "What ". He said, " Can I come to your house and make love to you on Valentine's Day "? I hung the phone up in his face. He called back and asked me to think about it, he continued calling me asking me to think about it, I kept saying "NO". I finally told him again it would be against my religious beliefs to sleep with or date him. He told me to put religion to the side on the shelf to do what I want to do as an adult. I told him, I don't want to sleep with you or date you though. He continued calling me and harassing me, and Valentine's Day 1997 was actually the day he came to my home, and pretty much violated my body. Detective Bruce Roberson had STD'S that he didn't make me aware of that I saw with my own eyes on his body, and something that came out of his body that spoke to an infection that relates to an STD. He was also living part time with another woman, so he was sleeping with me and multiple other women at the same time and his wife, that he claimed he wasn't even sleeping with anymore. He even said nobody wanted him, and that he wasn't sleeping with anyone, but I later learned that he was lying and lied in order to get what he wanted from me. While dating he would call me big head, big forehead and tight eyes. The man was a very ugly man, but I never once disrespected him. I asked him, why me, and he told me that when he first saw he just knew he had to have me because he's used to getting what he wants and he's selfish. He claimed that he only dated women for two years, but it's something about me that kept bringing him back and how I reminded him when he first got with his wife, and this is dating while he's married. He claimed that women have a hard time letting him go, and he bragged about how good he was in bed. I felt that bringing multiple STD'S and lies to a relationship is toxic, and their was nothing good about him in bed, and I have never slept around in my life, so I wouldn't know how to evaluate that situation. I just know that Detective Bruce Roberson had very bad breath and should go to jail for not making me aware of the sore on the tip of his penis and blood coming out of his penis during sex, when it should have been semen. The man forced me to perform sexual acts on him that I don't believe in doing and he cursed me out and yelled at me about not wanting him to perform anal sex on me. The man was a very abusive sick individual that the LBPD and union babies. During the seven years I was with him, he had at least five cases against him in Internal Affairs and would come crying to me on the days of his hearings that he would lie his way through. He even told me that a woman filed a Sexual harassment complaint against him at work, and later bragged about her being fired after he helped her get the job. He also lied to me about the amount of kids he has, he has multiple children by multiple women, but claimed to only have two, and would take them with us on dates. Prior to dating this beast, I never knew anything about Law Enforcement and the Judicial System the way I do now. We had multiple arguments during our relationship initiated by him. He single handedly ruined my college graduation in 2001. He lied and said he would be at my graduation ceremony waving in the audience, but then changed the story. I wanted to end the relationship then because it was too much lying and with him and his spouse cheating on each other, I just wanted out. He talked me into staying with him, so I did, the only time I would see Detective Bruce Roberson was when he would call me to meet up with him or plan a date for us, because he had all of my contact information and I didn't have his contact information. I ended up pregnant in 2002 and he came to my home and kidnapped me and took me to some clinihe had ties with and made me get an abortion and he even had the Nurse B. Moore to cover up his name on my documents as the driver and he had the Doctor to write something on the medical documentation that wasn't true. Detective Bruce Roberson always covers his dirt. He lies to his superiors and he's just a Black heated individual. The year before the day after my graduation he convinced me to go to his house, not on the property, but on the sidewalk to look at his door to see the notices on the door where his wife didn't pay the bills and he told me, I owed her an apology. I told him I wasn't going to do that, and that I didn't owe her anything, he kept calling and nagging me about it, so I went on the sidewalk looked at the door, where there were no bills on the door and I saw this lady, and I sad, "sorry for the relationship " .I left in my car and one car was behind me, and then one in front of me, and Detective Bruce Roberson called me and said let's go talk. I realized I was set up and sandwiched in by he and his wife. We drove up the street to talk, and he got out of his car and threw the panties out of his trunk that he had asked me if he could keep along with some pictures he stole from my house that I didn't know he had taken of me. He was screaming and cursing and just acting real stupid and entitled. The wife just wanted to know if I loved him, and I was to busy looking at him act a fool to really talk. We all left, I went to take my son to my friend's house and then Detective Bruce Roberson called me on the phone crying asking me to come to the park, and how he took his guns out and how he had just called his family in Missouri. I declined to meet at the park because I thought he was going to kill me and then himself, but he kept begging me, so I told him to put his guns away. As I got to my friends house there were two cop cars blocking her street so I jumped out of my car trying to explain how I was set up, because I thought they were there for me. I learned they weren't there for me, and later ended up at the park with Detective Roberson to listen to him cry and lie more. He never took responsibility for anything he had initiated instead he blamed me and his wife. I had enough of him pushing me and hitting me by 2003, so I filed for a restraining order in May 2003 to keep him away from me for good. The whole restraining order process was corrupt because he worked at the Courthouse that I went too, and he had corrupt friends that took bribes. In 2001 there was one more major incident where he planned for me to pick him up early from the North Station and wanted me to go to a hotel with him, and when we got there he wanted me to perform sexual acts, so I left him at the hotel and while I was on the freeway on the way home, he called me crying saying he was walking down the street in the dark back to the station to his car, and cursing me out for leaving him. I went back to get him to take him to his car, and he said when we get to my home I could get in his car and say what I needed to say to him. Instead he drug me out of his car when I was saying stuff he didn't want to hear and he bit my finger and blocked me from going to the ER to get medical attention because my finger was bleeding and I needed a tetanus shot. He blocked my car from being able to turn down the street towards the hospital. He made me get in his car and he took me to rite aid across town and bought me a heating pad, I was screaming and crying for hours because I needed medical attention for my finger. I later went to the Sheriff station to do a small report and later learned that they lied to protect Detective Bruce Roberson and he called me and cursed me out, for the Sheriff showing up at his house in front of his kid. He wasn't concerned about his kids when he had me meet him at Disney on Ice in Anaheim and put his hands in my panties and I took his hand out, and when we would meet at the movies, he would do the same thing. After all of that and knowing the Sexual and physical abuse I went through as a child I was 100% done with Detective Roberson and wanted my relationship back with God, I had never left God, but I was in an uncomfortable sinful situation that I never wanted to be in from day one. Detective Bruce Roberson was on a desk job ,but they let him out to do DARE just to violate more innocent victims. He was on a two week suspension or had just gotten off one when he approached me, because he saw two people in the car having inappropriate sexual relations and he asked the female was it good and he asked for her number and she reported him. Of course he lied because that's all he knows how to do, so Internal Affairs tapped him apologizing to the girl and suspended him, so the LBPD knows he's a sexual predator, pervert and that he chases women during work time in his uniform. He's been doing it his whole career. His purpose for becoming a Cop was so that he could chase women and manipulate them for sex and get away with it, under abuse of power. My first time in Court was in May 2003 when I filed the TRO against him and I was told to come back to a hearing June 20, 2003, but when Detective Bruce Roberson got served the documents he got upset and went to his friend Judge Kenneth Black and bribed him. Detective Bruce Roberson gave my number to a lady named Tony Omere who called me from my job June 4, 2003 and told me Judge Black said to come to Court immediately, so because I didn't know how Court worked, I left my job in hysterics with a family member in tow, and when I got there ,Detective Bruce Roberson was waiting at the elevator for me, when he saw I was with somebody he walked away, I was taken in the chambers with Detective Roberson, Judge Black and a Bailiff and the Judge was shaking his head pointing at me saying shame on you young lady, I was crying the whole time because I didn't know what was going on, he had a package of lies on his desk from Detective Roberson with his wife and kids name on it, to protect them and a bunch of falsied stories made up about me, when it was my turn to speak to the Judge, the Bailiff pushed in my chest really hard in a wooden chair and Detective Bruce Roberson thought it was funny. The Judge said this is the order he filed against you, so since his documents said he would have an attorney and I didn't know what was going on, but I knew I didn't want to deal with that biased Judge I found an attorney online. As I was leaving the court Detective Bruce Roberson violated the TRO that the original Judge gave me, by saying, " Aha Aha, I told you what I would do to your ass if you brought your ass down here on me again ". I just walked away with my family member and kept crying. A lady that works at the Court told me to report all of them involved because you don't get called to Court and that he was given a Judicial favor and that the court doesn't operate that way. She was well aware of who Detective Bruce Roberson was, he didn't have a good name in that Court and had been harassing women for years, even walking up to one, kissing her on the cheek without her permission and her husband came to confront him. He also tried to come onto an underage internist at the Court and her father confronted him as well. The attorney I hired was a flake that did work in his house that told me yes I needed an attorney because Officers lie on the stand daily. I hired Robert Treister and after he read all of Detective Bruce Roberson made up stories and a forged document that Detective Bruce Roberson wrote up on City time and typed on City property and forged my name on it, the attorney put in my document that I told half truths and he charged me $2600 dollars and after he became buddy buddy with Detective Roberson 's attorney at Court. The attorney violated the attorney/ client code and when I contacted him to speak about he acted like he had amnesia. Detective Bruce Roberson filed documents with the Court stating we were married, when we were never married. I met this fraud named Michael Chattom at my best friends wedding that claimed he was a paralegal and worked for this company called National Association of Equal Justice and how I could pay him to go over my documents that I was submitting to Internal Affairs and how he would do an investigation.